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IT'S SOMETHING I HEARD ON HICK TV LOL.......
ITS BETTER THAN SAYING G** DAM* HOLY $HIT MUTHAFKN
LOL WHAT YOUR COUSIN WROTE WAS A LITTLE INTENSE SO ALL I COULD THINK OF WHERE SURPRISED CURSE WORDS LIKE
HOLY F-N SH** SORRY ABOUT THE BAD LANGUAGE LOL
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Hey Jack,

Whats with the shocked face? LOL

You saw her a few months ago when Judy Torres was at Poor Billy's in Woddbridge.

Destiny,

Damn you curse worse than me.

As far my cousin,

She tends to be a one hit wonder, meaning I doubt she'll come post here again since she already embarassed the Sh*t outta me.

But hey...my own fault you know?

I figured by having enough balls & coming up here & posting everything for all the world to see, that I would get some form of Brownie points with my on again, off again g/f.

Honestly, a week ago I would have sworn that we'd end up together & now I just don't know. Her g/f wants to "talk" to her tonight so thats another night where I am home alone but if this works out my way, it would be worth it in the end right?

I mean aren't there things that are worth waiting for? Whats so wrong with me waiting for her to choose a girl?
 
DAMN MAMITA, ICAN SEE THAT YOUR TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH THIS WOMEN, I HOPE FOR YOUR HEARTS SAKE THAT SHE LOVES YOU THE SAME AND I HOPE THINGS TURN OUT THE WAY YOU WANT, BUT, HOW LONG ARE YOU GOING TO WAIT MA? HOPEFULLY YOU WONT TO LONG, THEY SAY NEVER PUT OFF FOR TOMORROW WHAT YOU CAN DO TODAY, MAKE THE DECISION TO FOLLOW WHAT IT IS THAT IS IN YOUR HEART. WOMEN ALWAYS KNOW WHAT THE OUTCOME IS, ITS THAT 6TH SENSE, I'M SURE YOU TRULY KNOW IN YOU HEART WHAT THE DEAL IS. GOOD LUCK DAYER🙂

I DO HAVE A FOUL MOUTH LOL I CAN'T HELP IT, ITS MY ENVIRONMENT >>>>>>> THAT IS WHAT I LIKE TO TELL PEOPLE LOL
 
Destiny,

If I don't wait, & we don't end up together, than that would be my fault.

See, in my mind I have like one shot to make everythign work & I don't want to f*ck it up, you know?

Mad people have told me I was stupid for staying, trust me. Sammie & I have gotten into many an argument over why people can't keep their opinions to themselves.

And yeah it hurts when I can't see her because she is with her girl. Or to get that phone call at like 12:30 like "ok, she's home you can come over now" & when I am there & they are on the phone for 1/2 hour.

But yo....honestly, I f*cked up you know? as much as it hurts...I probably deserve this sh*t.

Don't you think so?

And don't forget to pass me that lawyer info 😉
 
MAMA I CAN UNDERSTAND WHERE YOUR COMING FROM, YOU FEEL LIKE YOU OWE HER THE TIME TO DO HER THING BECAUSE YOU FU*KED UP, AND THIS IS SOMEWHAT REDEMPTION FOR YOU. BUT, I THINK THAT THE TIMING WAS OFF AND YOU WERENT IN A SITUATION TO BE COMPLETELY WITH HER, I MEAN DAWN YOU WERE MARRIED. SHE KNEW THIS AHEAD OF TIME. YOU MESSED UP WHY? YOU WERERNT HAPPY IN YOUR MARRIAGE AND YOU STRUNG HER ALONG FOR A LONG TIME. THAT IS IN THE PAST NOW. YOU ARE SHOWING HER WHAT YOU FEEL FOR HER AND SHE OBVIOUSLY DOESNT SEE IT, LIKE FOR INSTANCE THIS POST, YOU POSTED THIS UP BECAUSE YOU ARE SO OVERWHELMED WITH LOVE FOR HER THAT YOU ARE TRYING TO REDEEM YOURSELF AND PROVE YOURSELF TO HER NO MATTER THE COST OF WHAT PEOPLE THINK, OR AT THE COST OF YOUR OWN SUFFERING. WHEN YOU ARE AT THAT POINT THAT YOU DONT GIVE A SH*T WHAT PEOPLE SAY OR HOW MUCH IT HURTS YOU, THAN YOU ARE NOT HOLDING ANYTHING BACK. BUT, DONT TELL YOURSELF THAT YOU NEED TO BE HURTING OVER THIS WOMEN BECAUSE, IN THE PAST SHE WAS HURT BY YOU. WHEN YOU GO BACK TO AN EX THE PAST SHOULD BE NON EXISTENT BECAUSE, IT CAN ONLY HINDER THE GROWTH OF THE RELATIONSHIP.IF SHE IS STAYING WITH THIS GIRL AND HER MENTALITY IS THE SAME AS YOURS, THAT IT IS YOUR TIME TO WAIT AND HURT THAN SHE DOESNT LOVE YOU THE WAY YOU LOVE HER, SHE IS NOW STRINGING YOU ALONG, FOR HER BENEFIT AND TO HER STATISFACTION. IF YOU DONT CARE AND YOUR JUST HAPPY TO BE WITH HER WHEN SHE LETS YOU THAN YOU ARE GOING TO GET BROKEN AND YOU NEED TO BE AWARE. IF YOU LEAVE, YOU WONT BE AT FAULT OR AT A LOST. IT WILL BE HER TIME TO MAKE THE CHOICE TO BE WITH YOU. EITHER WAY SHE ISNT CHOOSING NOW, WHAT MORE DO YOU HAVE TO LOSE.? SELF RESPECT OR SELF PITY? IF YOUR LOVE IS THAT DEEP THAT YOU ARE WILLING TO RISK LOST TIME AND A BROKEN HEART, BECAUSE YOU WANT THIS BAD THAN DO YOUR THING.🙂
 
DAWN,

TO TELL YOU THE TRUTH, YOU SHOULDN'T BE EMBARRASED. THIS IS A CASE OF LOVE, REGARDLESS IF YOUR' SEXUALITY IS DIFFERENT FROM MOST. LOVE IS LOVE, NO MATTER HOW YOU PUT IT OR WHO YOU PUT IT WITH. SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO MOVE ON...IT'S EASIER SAID THAN DONE WHEN YOUR HEART HURTS AND YEARNS FOR THAT OTHER PERSON. I MYSELF HAD VERY STRONG FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE AND HAD TO LET THEM GO CAUSE I WAS AND STILL AM IN A STATE OF MIND OF CONFUSION ABOUT LIFE. IT IS ALSO HARD TO FORGET ABOUT SOMEONE WHEN THAT PERSON IS CONSTANTLY IN YOUR MIND. BUT EVENTUALLY YOU WILL LEARN HOW TO OVERCOME THIS SITUATION, IT WILL JUST TAKE TIME.....BELEIVE ME ON THIS. AS FOR YOUR COUSIN, I FEEL THAT SHE IS PRETTY UPSET THAT YOU ARE STILL HUNG UP ON THIS PERSON, AND SHE WILL DO ANYTHING TO ACCOMPLISH THE MISSION OF YOU FORGETING ABOUT HER SO YOU CAN LIVE YOUR LIFE BETTER.....THIS IS ALL PART OF LIFE........

ANTHONY AKA FREESTYLE LOVER
 
Yeah Ant,

My cousin would definitely rather see me "sow my wild oats" than stay where I am at. I do value her opinion, as I value everyone's opinion that posted here.

I just don't want to f*ck up again you know?

I mean damn, I am not the only one that messed up. Trust me, she gave me my share of headaches too.

But nobody understands, I broke her. I regret it & yes its in the past but hell I am still paying for it now.

Its like this, if I rob a bank & get 25 years.... 10 years from now the robbery will be "in the past" but my ass will still be paying for it.

Does that make sense?

I dunno where I would find someone else if I even wanted to ya know? I go out to chill, not to pick up. And since I'm not really looking for aguy, that makes it 150 times harder to hook up. Plus,I aint all that either you know?

I want to say that tonight will make us or break us but it would be bullsh*t. I know how I am. I know that even if I tell her to f*ck off & leave me alone,in a day or two she'll call me with some "baby I'm sorry,I love you" & this circle will keep going.

My only problem is not knowing if sheis telling the truth or if I am getting played. When I think she is honest than my entire world revolves around ehr you know? Nothing else even matters.

If I think I am getting plated, I get defensive & all her & I do is fight & I hate that.

I hate fighting with her. I just want my g/f back. I mean I have her back but not to myself.

And if I can't get it my way, then what do I do? The second I date some other girl guaranteed she will say that any chance I had to be with her is gone. So, I can't win.

So you tell me...now what? 🙁
 
MAMA YOU ARE SETTLING FOR LESS SO WHAT YOU SHE IS TESTING YOU TRYING TO SEE HOW LONG YOU HOLD ON TILL YOU DECIDE YOU CANT NO MORE SO SHE CAN THEN SAY NAH YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ED UP IF YOU LOVED ME YOU SHOULD HAVE WAITED, NENA I WENT TRHOUGH THAT SHIT WITH MY EX AND YEAH WHEN I DID LEAVE HE TOLD ME THAT BUT THEN WE WERE TOGETHER AGAIN BUT THATS NOT THE CASE. IT IS A SHAME THAT YOU ARE PUTTING YOUR LIFE ON HOLD AND EVEN WORSE YOU MAKE IT SEEM AS IF YOU CANT GET ANYONE ELSE WHICH IS BULLSHIT LOOKS HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH SOMEONE FEELING YOU ITS WHO YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU PUT OUT. I CANT FRONT WHEN YOU WROTE THAT IT PISSED ME OFF BECAUSE NOONE SHOULD EVER FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT THEMSELVES. IF SHE TRULY LOVES YOU NOTHING SHOULD STOP HER FROM BEING WITH YOU I CANT SAY WHEATHER SHE DOES OR DOESNT NENA ONLY SHE KNOWS AND SHE SHOULD KNOW THAT LOVE ISNT A THING TO LET SLIP AWAY. SOMETIMES FOLLOWING YOUR HEART CAN BE THE HEARTEST THING TO DO. I KNOW THIS FO SHO. BUT WHEN TWO PEOPLE FEEL SO STRONGLY ABOUT EACH OTHER NOTHING AND I MEAN NOTHING SHOULD STAND IN THE WAY 🙂
 
Yeah thats how I feel too. That "IF" two people love each other, nothing should stand in the way.

But damn...

Sometimes I feel like I am the only one out of the 2 of us that feels that way.

And it hurts too much to walk away, you know? Believe me, I have tried.
 
check this out...

Sammie & I have been commuting to work together, I work in the city & she works in queens but I have been taking her to work & picking her up because she does not like to take the trains.

So check this....

Her g/f wants to go out to dinner tonight & I have to go an hour out of my way (instead of going home straight from here) to meet her so she can use the metrocard to meet her g/f by the mall.

So now my ass will get home later than I have to, just to spend 45 minutes on the train with her before she goes out to dinner with her girlfriend.

I swear to God, if they don't break up tonight, I'm done.

It will hurt but getting told "come get me I'm not buying another metrocard" & my ass busting out crying at work (yeah I can be a puss sometimes) because it hurts.

Damn, I love her to death, but this hurts like a mother 🙁
 
DAYER, YOU HAVE A LONG HISTORY WITH THIS GIRL AND I CAN UNDERSTAND AND RELATE TO IT BEING HARD TO LET GO, NOT THAT I'M SAYING YOU SHOULD BUT, LIKE LOVER SAID LOVE IS LOVE. YOU DON'T WANT TO SHARE THAT LOVE WITH ANYONE BUT, THE PERSON YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH. I MEAN SOMETIMES PEOPLE FALL DEEPLY AND IMMENSLY IN LOVE THAT ITS HARD TO EXPLAIN, ITS BEYOND THE LAWS OF THE UNIVERSE. LOVE IS SUCH A SMALL WORD TO EXPLAIN ALL THE THINGS THAT ONE FEELS FOR SOMEONE ELSE. ON THE SAME NOTE, THAT MAYBE WHAT YOU FEEL FOR HER, BUT, IF IN ANY WAY YOU FEEL THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAN IN YOUR HEART YOU HAVE TO KNOW THAT THAT MAY BE THE INEVITABLE TRUTH, ALTHOUGH IT'S HARD TO FACE THE FACTS. I DONT SEE ANYTHING WRONG WITH YOU BEING THERE FOR HER WHILE SHE FIGURES HERSELF OUT, HOWEVER, I WOULDNT BLAME HER IF SHE WAS STRINGING YOU ALONG OR LYING TO YOU, BECAUSE YOU DON'T REALLY SEEM TO STRESSED ABOUT THAT, YOU SEEM TO BE STRESSING GETTING HER BACK TO YOURSELF AND THAT IS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN OVERNIGHT. LET HER KNOW THAT YOU ARE GOING TO BE THERE FOR HER AND IF GOD WILLING IT WAS MEANT TO BE WHEN SHE HAS GONE THROUGH ALL THAT SHE NEEDS TO GO THROUGH TO BE WITH YOU IF SHE IS TO BE WITH YOU, THAN YOU WILL WELCOME HER WITH OPEN ARMS, IF THAT IS, THAT YOU DONT MEET SOMEONE WHOS GOING TO GIVE YOU THE MUTUAL LOVE AND AFFECTION THAT YOU SEEK FROM HER. YOUR PRETTY MUCH CLOSING YOURSELF OFF TO MEET PEOPLE, AND THEIR IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU, YOUR PROBABLY THE ONLY ONE THAT SEE'S ANY FLAWS IN YOU. JUST LIKE SEXY ALWAYS TELLS ME WHEN I PUT MYSELF DOWN, WE ARE HARDEST ON OURSELVES, YOU ARE BEING TO HARD ON YOURSELF THINKING THAT YOU NEED TO BE THERE GETTING HURT, AND THAT YOU WONT FIND SOMEONE ELSE EASILY. MA, LOVE ISNT SUPPOSSED TO HURT YOU, A LOVER COMPLIMENTS YOUR LIFE, A LOVER IS AN ADDED BONUS, NOT SUPPOSSED TO BE EXCESS HURT AND STRESS. A LOVER IS SOMEONE WHO TAKES THAT ALL AWAY. STOP HURTING YOURSELF, CAUSE HONESTLY SHE ISNT HURTING YOU, YOU ARE ONLY HURTING BECAUSE YOU ARE LETTING HER LIFE AND HER CHOICES OR LACK THERE OF AFFECT YOU IN THE DEEPEST WAYS.
 
I just don't like not knowing where I stand. And honestly, I don't know.

I thought I did, but I don't.
 
Dr. Destiny comin through 😉

How ironic that someone named Destiny is helping you, lol 🙂
 
honestly by what i have read, you are nothing but a booty call to this person...is that how u value yourself? i don't know but i beleive most peeps in a relationship want more than that..

i say move on or stay single for a while and straighten out the emotional mess you put yourself through..let yourself heal and then the answers will come.
 
nah...

I don't think of myself as a booty call.

P*ssy-whipped, yeah.

But tonight is the last night for me. If she doesn't let her girl go...then I will walk away.
 
LOL @ MARITINI I DONT MEAN TO BE ALL IN YOUR BUSINESS DAYER, BUT, FORREAL YOU ARE BEING HARD ON YOURSELF AS FAR AS THE FIRST FEW POSTS, NOW IT SEEMS LIKE YOUR BEGINING TO REALIZE THAT YOU ARE YOUR OWN PERSON WITH A LIFE, GOALS AND SUCH. I'M GLAD THAT YOU ARE GETTING A LITTLE MORE AGGRESSIVE WITH WHAT YOU LOOKING TO GET OUT OF ALL THIS TONIGHT! YOU ARE PRETTY GIRL, AND YOU HAVE OTHER THINGS, SUCH AS A GREAT PERSONALITY,SYMPATHETIC, YOU ARE A CRAZY COOL PERSON AND YOU DONT NEED TO SETTLE FOR LESS WHEN YOU COULD BE OUT WITH THE REST. ON THE REAL I HOPE EVERYTHING WORKS OUT FOR YOU, I HOPE YOU MAKE THE CHOICE THAT WILL ULTIMATELY LEAD TO YOUR SATISFACTION AND HAPPINES WITHIN YOU BEFORE, YOU TRY LOOKING FOR IT IN HER. LIVE FOR YOU AND NOT FOR LOVE FIRST MAMA, EVERYTHING ELSE WILL FALL INTO PLACE, I HOPE FOR YOUR SAKE THAT SHE DEADS THIS OTHER CHIC, BUT, EVEN STILL IF YOUR STARTING OVER MAKE SURE THAT YOU BOTH AGREE TO ERASE THE PAST BECAUSE IF FOR 1 MOMENT YOU DWELL ON IT, THINGS WON'T WORK. 🙂 THERE'S NO GAIN WITHOUT LOSS, AND THERE IS NEVER A WAY OF KNOWING TRUE HAPPINESS UNTIL YOU HAVE EXPERIENCE STRUGGLE, I HOPE SHE LEARNS TO APPRECIATE YOU AND YOU HER WHEN AND IF YOU GET BACK TOGETHER.
 
Damn Destiny....

You are right on the $$ with everything that you say.

I must admit, I came home all sad but then I went out for a while & just forgot about things.

I guess life is too short to wait for someone to decide they want you.

I do wish things were different, I love her more than anything.
 
I'M GLAD YOUR FEELING A LITTLE BETTER, YOU KNOW, MAYBE WHEN YOU START TO GO OUT SHE'LL BE THE ONE LOOKING FOR YOU AND IN SEARCH OF YOUR LOVE AND NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND. RIGHT NOW YOU WANT TO BE WITH HER SO MUCH, THAT IT CREATES A KIND OF INFATUATION AND OBSESSION FOR HER. IT'S PROBABLY DRIVING YOU CRAZY, BUT, NEVER LET HER KNOW IT! SHE IS OUT DOING HER THING AND YOU NEED TO LOOK FOR THAT STRENGTH THAT YOU HAVE INSIDE AND WORK IT TO THE BONE, IF YOU EVER YOU THINK YOUR NOT STRONG ENOUGH THEN FAKE IT. IT HURTS BECAUSE YOUR THE ONE SITTING HOME CONSTANTLY THINKING ABOUT HER, AND THEN YOU START TO THINK ABOUT THE THINGS YOU DID WRONG, NAH MAMA THINK ABOUT ALL THAT YOU DID RIGHT,ALL THE TIMES YOU DID THE RIGHT THING, INCLUDING NOW, AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE A BETTER PERSON FOR IT. 🙂
 
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