If I Could Turn Back Time....

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I HAVE A SINGLE CALLED ' ILL NEVER SURRENDER' WHI
IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME
(IN DEDICATION TO MY MOTHER)
ELBA IRIS VENTURA
JAN. 27, 1947 - SEPT. 18, 1981

IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME
THIS WORLD WOULD BE MINE
I WOULD BRING MY MOTHER BACK
AND ALL MY FRIENDS TOO,
IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME
THIS WORLD WOULD STOP AT A DIME,
BRINGING BACK TO MY EARLY YEARS
WHEN I WAS FULL OF FEARS
AND MANY TEARS
I SHED AT NIGHT,
WITH THE SIGHT OF MY SWEET MOTHER
EYES-
AS SHE LAID DEAD,
IT PLAYS IN MY HEAD
NOT KNOWING WHAT WENT WRONG,
I CAN STILL HEAR HER SONG,
‘TOGETHER BABY, TOGETHER BABY,
I WANNA LIVE, WANNA LIVE, WANNA LIVE
MY LIFE WITH YOU’
IF I COULD TURN BACK TIME..
 
Grey mama, I have my mom with me, and sometimes we dont' see eye to eye, but I can't imagine not having her in my life.🙁 I'm so sorry you have had to live your life like that ma.
 
AHI MA IM SO GLAD THAT YOU STILL HAVE YOURS GOD BLESS HER. ITS THE MOST HARDEST THING TO EVER GO THROUGH. I WALK IN HER LIGHT ALWAYS...AND I KNOW SHE IS WITH ME IN ALL I DO IN LIFE...THIS IS WHY I TELL EVERYONE TO LOVE THERE MOMS AS MUCH AS THEY CAN, TELL HER I LOVE YOU EVERY CHANCE YOU GET EVEN IF SHE PISSES YOU OFF JUST TAKE A BREATH AND SAY ' I LOVE YOU MOM ' CAUSE ONE DAY SHE WILL BE GONE AND ALL YOU WILL HAVE ARE MEMORIES....THANK YOU NAYA KISS YOUR MOM FOR ME OK MUAHZZZZZ

ONE LOVE AND GOD BLESS.........
 
Grey, that was beautiful, and so sad. I agree with Naya, i could not imagine not having my mom in my life. But, she knows how much she means to me because i tell her all the time!! 🙂

**MICHELLE**
 
my parents never got to meet her but she used to talk to my mom whern ever she called me and when ever i felt frustrated at the fact that i have not been able do to economic reason leave home melissa always said that there is a reason why that is not explained and to appreciate them while i can
 
:sosad GREY, YOU AND I ARE GOING THROUGH THE SAME THING PRACTICALLY AT THE SAME TIME...AT LEAST U GOT TO KNOW YOURS I NEVER HAD THAT OPPORTUNITY...ALL I'M LEFT WITH IS A VOID, A SENSATION OF HER...I WAS TOO YOUNG TO KNOW HER. (she died on my 1st b-day 5-20-74...RIP)

I LOVED THE POEM. THANKS FOR SHARING IT.:sosad
 
WOW ED THATS DEEP AND YOU TO MZ IM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS MAMA...WOW THAT REALLY GOT TO ME MA...AND HERE I AM SAYING MY MOM DIDNT GET TO TALK TO ME ABOUT BOYS AND MAKE UP AND CLOTHES I WAS 14 WHEN SHE DIED. BUT FOR YOU NOT TO KNOW HER AT ALL, I TRULY FEEL FOR YOU...I WAS ANGRY AT GOD FOR A LONG TIME. SPENT MY TEEN YEARS ACTING OUT MY ANGER TO ALL THAT CAME NEXT TO ME...TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHY DID GOD NEED THEM MORE THEN US...PEOPLE TOLD ME ' OH SHE WILL WATCH OVER YOU NOW' BUT I DON'T WANT HER TO WATCH OVER ME, I WANT HER HERE WITH ME...BUT HOW DO YOU MAKE A 14 YR OLD UNDERSTAND....I TURNED MY BACK ON GOD...NOW IM GROWN WITH KIDS OF MY OWN AND I STILL NEED HER HERE...I GOT MY FAITH BACK 3 1/2 YRS AGO WHEN MY GRNADMA DIED...I WENT CRAZY CAUSE HERE I AM WITH 2 KIDS AND SHE WAS MY ONLY PARENT WHO RAISED ME AND HELPED ME RAISE MY KIDS....AS I SAW HER IN THE HOSPITAL DYING DAY AFTER DAY I COULDNT TAKE IT ANYMORE AND I CRIED OUT TO GOD AND TOLD HIM IF SHE IS GOING TO BE OK THEN SO BE IT BUT IF SHE'S NOT PLEASE DONT LET HER SUFFER ANYMORE AND I BEGGED HIM TO TAKE HER.....THE VERY NEXT DAY THAT MORNING I GOT THE CALL THAT SHE DIED AND THATS HOW I KNEW GOD HEARD ME AND LISTENED TO ME AND I KNEW FROM THAT MOMENT ON THAT THEY ARE BOTH WITH ME IN ALL I DO AND EVERY WHERE I GO....SO MA WHEN YOU FEEL THAT LIL BREEZE OR WHEN YOU GET A CHILL ALWAYS KNOW ITS HER HUGGING YOU AND THANK GOD FOR PICKING HER TO BE YOUR MOM WHO IS NOW YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL.......

ONE LUV AND GOD BLESS....
 
its sort of interesting that you and melissa lost your parent(s) about the same time melissa came into my life at its lowest and brought me new hope shes only part of my life as a memory
 
DAMN GREY...I FEEL U TOO....AT LEAST U GOT TO SAY GOOD BYE....MY MOTHER DIED A VERY VIOLENT DEATH (would not wish it upon my worst enemy) AND I FOUND OUT ABOUT IT IN MY TEEN YEARS ALSO...I WAS STRONG THEN HAD ALOT OF DISTRACTIONS TO KEEP ME FROM THINKING TOO MUCH...AND YES NOW I HAVE A DAUGHTER OF MY OWN AND I ALSO WISH SHE WERE HERE TO GIVE ME GUIDANCE WHEN IT COMES TO MANY THINGS.....I THANK GOD I HAD A STEPMOM WHO TAUGHT ME ALOT OF THINGS BUT IT'S NOT THE SAME ONLY BECAUSE SHE WASN'T THE NURTURING TYPE AND NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON I CAN TALK TO ABOUT ANYTHING....I'M GLAD YOU HAVE YOUR FAITH BACK...I FEEL HER CLOSE TO ME ALL THE TIME SO MENTALLY I'M PRETTY STRONG BUT EMOTIONALLY THIS TIME OF YEAR I BECOME A WRECK...IT PASSES AND LIFE GOES ON.
 
SO TRUE MA IT DOES GO ON....I DIDNT GET TO SAY GOOD BYE SHE DIED UNEXPECTENTLY IN THE HOSPITAL FOR A SIMPLE OPERATION SHE CAME OUT OF SURGERY JUST FINE AND DIED 2 DAYS LATER....WE STILL DONT KNOW WHY. BUT ANYWAYZ IM GLAD THAT AFTER ALL THAT YOU CAME OUT JUST FINE AS WELL AS I DID.....

ONE LUV AND GOD BLESS......
 
MY SINCERE CONDOLENCES....THAT'S HARSH....ONCE AGAIN THANKS. IT HELPS TO TALK TO SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS THIS DEEP LOSS.
 
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