FK u to my so call father

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I am so upset at this man that he has not heard the last of me. This man had disappointed me so much through out my life that till this day it still hurts, and to think abou it makes my eyes swell with tears. Basiclly I called him today after looking for him at the end of the world DR and to find out he is here in NY. Well I called him to let him no I got engaged and the fuking fuk instead of sayin congratz he said what game im I playing I was like what the fuk. Well he said you have been living with him so long that u guyys r married already. I told him dad I called to give u a good news not for u to critize and wake up it is the 21st century, not antique times. FUK FUK he makes me so mad and upset man I sometimes say to my self y I let him get to me so much, regarless he s my dad , but he has been in and out of my life so many times that he is a sperm donor , u fuk head GRRRRRRRR I want to scream so much but instead I :sosad
 
forget him. God don't like ugly. I know it's hard because you are trying to fill that void that is there but in the end mama if your mom was both to you. Then thats who matters. Some people don't know how to love. Its a shame though cause you do love him. He'll get his in the end.
 
Lamatrix said:
forget him. God don't like ugly. I know it's hard because you are trying to fill that void that is there but in the end mama if your mom was both to you. Then thats who matters. Some people don't know how to love. Its a shame though cause you do love him. He'll get his in the end.
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U know mama I was telling my fiance that he was telling me to tell him off for all the years and I told him no b/c payback is a bitch and actually he is paying it back little by little and to be honest he is not giving me away, he does not deserve to.
 
jazzy4u said:
Yes it does , I thought being older and wiser Ill be use to it, but I thought that maybe he would change guess not.
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MY FATHER WAS NEVA THERE FOR ME, HE LEFT WHEN I WAS 2MTHS OLD AND TILL THIS DAY I HAVENT FORGAVE HIM. HE DIED 5YRS AGO AND I FOUND OUT 4MTHS AFTER HE WAS BURIED. IT HURT LIKE HELL THEN AND IT HURTS NOW. YOU WILL JUST LEARN TO LIVE WITH IT
 
La Mas Grande said:
MY FATHER WAS NEVA THERE FOR ME, HE LEFT WHEN I WAS 2MTHS OLD AND TILL THIS DAY I HAVENT FORGAVE HIM. HE DIED 5YRS AGO AND I FOUND OUT 4MTHS AFTER HE WAS BURIED. IT HURT LIKE HELL THEN AND IT HURTS NOW. YOU WILL JUST LEARN TO LIVE WITH IT
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Wow Well I have, but regardless it does hurt like hell.
 
You can never get over how a parent walks away from their child. My mother did it to me. I met her when I was 14. After we went to court so she could all of a sudden seek visitation rights and she lost. I never heard of her again. goes to show you how much she cared. All I can say yes I would like to meet her ask her now that I am a woman with four kids how could you walk away and not care. No phone call. No birthday card, no X-mas Card nothing? After I get off my chest what I need to. I will walk away. I'm not interested in her being a part of my life. I can say that I will forgive her but I won't love her. She doesn't deserve it.
 
Lamatrix said:
You can never get over how a parent walks away from their child. My mother did it to me. I met her when I was 14. After we went to court so she could all of a sudden seek visitation rights and she lost. I never heard of her again. goes to show you how much she cared. All I can say yes I would like to meet her ask her now that I am a woman with four kids how could you walk away and not care. No phone call. No birthday card, no X-mas Card nothing? After I get off my chest what I need to. I will walk away. I'm not interested in her being a part of my life. I can say that I will forgive her but I won't love her. She doesn't deserve it.
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Feel ya ma, ur situation remind me of my best friends , her mother gave her parental right up and my best friend had a baby about 5months ago and her mother showed up at the hospital and my BF father told her to leave and my BF also.

Parents dont realize how much they hurt the children and how it carries on with them.
 
so true mama. Thats why I am the way I am. I love my children dearly. The most precious thing in the world. She don't know how much she missed and is still missing. Life goes on though.
 
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