Where Are You? - Please Read-

[shakespeareinluv]

I’ve been taught that you are everything
That you’re the only one there is
You hear all
You see all
You know all
You smile when I’m happy
And you’re there to guide me when I’m lost
They say you have this plan for everyone
And that I’m here for a reason
And all I have to do is believe in you
If I give myself to you
I’ll know beauty like I’ve never known before
You forgive me when I do wrong
But know that I’ll do right
When I feel weak you are there to give me strength
I’m suppose to connect with you on some spiritual level
But how do I get there?
You haven’t given me directions
Except that I need to have faith
But what if I lose that faith?
Will you still love me?
Will you still protect me when my life crumbles?
Are you protecting me now?
I’m sorry
I’m losing faith with every passing day
I’m finding it harder to be as one with you
You see it, I’m sure you do
You know how I struggle everyday
I’m lost
I thought you were suppose to be there for me
You haven’t given me a sign
At least not one that I can grasp on to
I know, be patient
When the time is ready, right?
How unfair is that?
You love me and you’re suppose to be there for me
But where are you?
I don’t see you
I can’t feel you
And I try, you know I do
I’ve tried so hard
I’ve tried for so long
I’ve done things I’m not proud of
But I’ve always held you close to me
Every second of the day
I always believed that I was under your shield
Nothing could harm me
But now
Look at me now
I’m struggling to make sense of all of this
I call to you
I cry to you
I pray to you
I ask you for the simplest things
And my prayers fall on deaf ears
I thought you promised to always love me
I thought you would never leave me
But you have
I know you have
You gave up on me
And you promised you would never
Why?
Was I really that bad?
Did I lead a terrible life?
Did I not try and do right?
Did I not give my all to everyone and everything
Was I not there for others when they needed me?
Did I not hold you close to my heart?
I know I did my part
I loved you with everything I had
But you couldn’t give that ever-lasting love back to me
And to be honest
I think it’s so unfair
I once heard that if ever I was in need of you
You would be there
You would protect me
And guide me
You would lead me down the right path
You would hold me in your arms and tell me you love me
If I couldn’t walk, you would carry me
So tell me
Where did I go wrong?
What did I ever do that made you stop loving me?
Now I’m so confused
I’m all alone
I cry every night
I feel the world is crumbling before my very eyes
I can’t seem to find any happiness in anything I do
No matter how hard I tried
I know that I should cherish the gift of life
But what if I don’t feel it’s a gift
What if I really believe that it’s a curse
And that you cursed me
You showed me happiness and took it away
And you won’t give it back
And I beg you to every day
Every night
I lay there in silence
I look to the heavens
And I ask for a sign
I ask you to tell me you love me
All I ever wanted was for you to say you loved me
And that no matter what I did
No matter what
You would stay with me
You’d be here by my side
To light my way
What’s left for me?
Who am I suppose to turn to?
You gave up on me
I’m falling so fast
I’m getting deeper and deeper
I can’t take it anymore
Please hear what I’m saying
Listen to the words I speak
I’m lost
I’m lonely
I have no strength
I’m hurting
I’m crying
If you ever loved me
Help me please
Don’t turn your back on me
Hold my hand
Show me the love I need
Show me the beauty I once knew
Don’t leave me here all alone
Please don’t do this to me
I’m weak
I need your help
I’m on my knees
Please help me
Please
Where are you GOD?

 

[freestylequeen4u]

you are unreal. you write so wonderfully. i've read all your stuff. and this is unlike any of them. i truly love this. wow.

 

[diamondgurl]

straight to the heart. one word AMAZING!

 

[shakespeareinluv]

thank you sweetie. i appreciate it.

 

[shakespeareinluv]

thank you diamondgurl

 

[Brklyn345]

shakespeare.....I'm in absolute shock....you've pinpointed what I've been feeling since 9/11...I was in tears because I thought I was the only one who felt like that...and I felt wrong for feeling like that..

 

[shakespeareinluv]

thank you brklyn.

 

[shakespeareinluv]

i wrote this about 2 days ago. it took about 3 minutes to write it. just was thinking how lately i don't feel GOD. i used to. not anymore. don't know what happened

 

[La Mas Grande]

Every line, every word is exactly how I feel, you actually put it in writing. Excellent work

 

[shakespeareinluv]

thank you la mas grande. i appreciate you taking time to read my stuff.

 

[shakespeareinluv]

what do the 5 stars mean>

 

[Lamatrix]

that it was rated very high. everyone likes it and you got the best rating. Congratulations!

 

[shakespeareinluv]

oh..lol, thank you for clearing that up. thanks to everyone who thinks that it's good.

 

[Geonitacka]

awwwwwwwwwww..........that is soooooooooo sweet and adorable(wrong word but.....umm the only one I could come up with)...:'( im going to cry..............

 

[DreaMGirl19]

oh hhh my god where did you fall from

two words EXCELLENT WORK😱 where did you come from, damn this poem was amazing whoa,, im in tears thanks for lifting one's soul that is what my mind wonders to hear and read thanks dude keep the good work!!!


love
SWEETz

 

[shakespeareinluv]

thank u sweetie

 

[NODE1]

ive done almost everything in this poem

 

[shakespeareinluv]

🙂

 

[shakespeareinluv]

thank you everyone

 

[freestylequeen4u]

are u gonna thank me mkz?