Orgntr1
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Mine was a girl name Maria.
LOL.....just saying this name now give me these huge goosbumps and takes me back.
We met at a gathering in her school. I noticed her but she was the first to notice me. And from there, I swore to myself that she was the one. That my life would change and that I would get married. She was also into poems. She was better than I was actually.
She was from Mexico and always had this beautiful smile on her face. She would always welcome me back home from work by singing these short little songs to me and she would end it with a kiss. I always told her that she was fit to be a singer but never took me seriously. She was very special to me. I would always have something for her when i'd get home like some hersheys or something small like that. We used to play fight at night when I was dead asleep....she would smack the crap outta me with the pillow cuz she would want me to get up from bed and she felt like that was the only way and we'd end up pillow fighting...lol. We lived close to the mountains and so we once in a while went up there to the very top.....hours would go by and we would spend time sitting....talking. Sometimes we'd fall asleep in each others arms. One time while she was asleep, I carved our names in this huge ass rock. When she woke up she saw it and just stared and touched the stone. She was wanting to feel it. That it was true. We had a very good understanding with one another. We were very fair. I would wanna cook at night and I remember she wouldnt let me because she would see me all tired and stuff. I would anyway. She worked also. I remember for her B-Day I got together with some mariachi's and we showed up at her office just to sing to her. She was like so shocked with disbelief and started crying after I was done. Shoot, I couldnt take it so I wept with her too as I told her how much I loved her and couldnt live without her. That mariachi gig btw...wasnt easy! I had to practice with the guys for weeks until I got it down. Not to mention the fact that at that time I had to lie to her about where I was going just to practice (i hated doing that at the time). Anyway, Everywhere I would go she was there and everywhere she was I was there. And I just got so used to her. You know and there was this one special thing that she would do....she would stare at me all of a sudden.....it was weird as hell but I liked it. It was like her whole world would pause...and i'd be the only one there. lol.....it was crazy but I never asked her why she would do it because I already knew. I felt her vibes. She had me like that too. I got to say....as much as I have tried to find out.....till this day....I never did anything wrong to her. In the end, I realized it wasnt my fault and that it was hers instead. Damn, I was really hurt afterwards. It was like a total blackout for me afterwards and the only thing I remember was just laying in bed listening to "beautiful maria" over and over and over. lol. Friends would just drop by and I wouldnt even know. They phucking took over my house!!! It was depressing.
Anyway, this has turned out to be a long post but it's not even half of what we've been through. We had so many great moments. And though she's gone I don't regret any of it. I loved every inch of our relationship.
LOL.....just saying this name now give me these huge goosbumps and takes me back.
We met at a gathering in her school. I noticed her but she was the first to notice me. And from there, I swore to myself that she was the one. That my life would change and that I would get married. She was also into poems. She was better than I was actually.
She was from Mexico and always had this beautiful smile on her face. She would always welcome me back home from work by singing these short little songs to me and she would end it with a kiss. I always told her that she was fit to be a singer but never took me seriously. She was very special to me. I would always have something for her when i'd get home like some hersheys or something small like that. We used to play fight at night when I was dead asleep....she would smack the crap outta me with the pillow cuz she would want me to get up from bed and she felt like that was the only way and we'd end up pillow fighting...lol. We lived close to the mountains and so we once in a while went up there to the very top.....hours would go by and we would spend time sitting....talking. Sometimes we'd fall asleep in each others arms. One time while she was asleep, I carved our names in this huge ass rock. When she woke up she saw it and just stared and touched the stone. She was wanting to feel it. That it was true. We had a very good understanding with one another. We were very fair. I would wanna cook at night and I remember she wouldnt let me because she would see me all tired and stuff. I would anyway. She worked also. I remember for her B-Day I got together with some mariachi's and we showed up at her office just to sing to her. She was like so shocked with disbelief and started crying after I was done. Shoot, I couldnt take it so I wept with her too as I told her how much I loved her and couldnt live without her. That mariachi gig btw...wasnt easy! I had to practice with the guys for weeks until I got it down. Not to mention the fact that at that time I had to lie to her about where I was going just to practice (i hated doing that at the time). Anyway, Everywhere I would go she was there and everywhere she was I was there. And I just got so used to her. You know and there was this one special thing that she would do....she would stare at me all of a sudden.....it was weird as hell but I liked it. It was like her whole world would pause...and i'd be the only one there. lol.....it was crazy but I never asked her why she would do it because I already knew. I felt her vibes. She had me like that too. I got to say....as much as I have tried to find out.....till this day....I never did anything wrong to her. In the end, I realized it wasnt my fault and that it was hers instead. Damn, I was really hurt afterwards. It was like a total blackout for me afterwards and the only thing I remember was just laying in bed listening to "beautiful maria" over and over and over. lol. Friends would just drop by and I wouldnt even know. They phucking took over my house!!! It was depressing.
Anyway, this has turned out to be a long post but it's not even half of what we've been through. We had so many great moments. And though she's gone I don't regret any of it. I loved every inch of our relationship.
