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iLLmatic Stylz

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I JUST WANNA START OFF BY SAYING THANK YOU
TO EVERYONE ON THIS BOARD .. THANK YOU FOR DESTROYING
MY LIFE .. I WAS TOLD THIS WAS A PLACE WHERE PEOPLE WERE
COOL WITH EACH OTHER BUT THEIR WAS ALWAYS DRAMA .. I DIDN'T TAKE CAUTION AND I JOINED THE BOARD .. LITTLE DID I KNOW WHAT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN .. I DON'T KNOW ANYONE HERE SO I CANT UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE WOULD TALK GARBAGE ABOUT ME OR WANT TO SEE ME HURT .. THIS PASSED CHAT A FEW THINGS WERE SAID TO ME THRU PRIVATE MESSAGES .. I SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER THAN TO LISTEN .. I DONT WANNA SAY NAMES BUT YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE .. WELL I HOPE EVERYONE IS HAPPY .. I LOVED A CERTAIN PERSON SO MUCH THAT NOW NO LONGER CAN I DREAM ABOUT HER BUT MORN OVER THE DEATH OF ME CAUSE I LOST HER .. I LOST HER CAUSE I LISTEN TO SOME STUPID GOSSIP FROM PEOPLE ON THIS BOARD .. I WISHED EVERYONE KNEW HOW MUCH SHE MEANT TO ME, MAYBE THEN NO ONE WOULD HAVE SPREAD RUMORS LIKE THEY WERE DOING .. IM SORRY BOARD FOR EVER JOINING THIS FORUM .. I JUST WANTED TO BE CLOSER TO MY LOVE BUT INSTEAD I KILLED IT .. I THOUGHT FRIENDS HERE WOULDNT TALK BEHIND OTHERS BACK BUT I GUESS GOSSIP IS GOOD WHEN YOU SEE SOMEONE GET HURT .. WELL CONGRATULATIONS EVERYONE CAUSE NOW IM REALLY HURT .. MY PAIN RUNS SO DEEP NO ONE CAN IMAGINE .. PICTURE A PERFECT PAINTED SCENARIO OF YOU AND YOUR SOULMATE, WHERE NOTHING COULD GO WRONG , AND IT DOES .. THEN YOUR LEFT WITH NOTHING BUT BROKEN DREAMS , BROKEN HEARTED , AND AN EMPTY SOUL .. TODAY MARCH 1'01 I DIED COMPLETELY INSIDE AND I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT IF YOU HAVE SOMTHING WORTH HOLDING ON TOO THEN HOLD ON TIGHT AND DON'T LET FRIENDS , GOSSIP, OR ANYTHING COME BETWEEN YOU , FIGHT FOR YOUR LOVE THEN WATCH IT GROW ..
CAUSE IF YOU DONT THEN YOU BE WHERE IM GOING TO BE .. AT THE BOTTOM OF THE PILE WHERE LIFE THROWS ITS VICTIMS .. 🙁
 
Wow..... take a breather honey.... relax. Just because you let your love go, doesn't mean life is over. Luckily, I've only been hurt once in my life, and I've come to realize that this person would have never been able to give me what I wanted. I would've liked to have seen something grow, but it just wasn't meant to be. Remember, sometimes not getting what you want is a great stroke of luck. Don't beat yourself up over this. There are plenty of fish in the sea. And if this person left you because of her friends or gossip, then ask yourself if that is the type of person you want to be with. If you speak to someone from the heart, and they don't listen or appreciate that -- then I say screw em....neeeext! I hope you cheer up and see that life is short -- enjoy every moment of it. Go out with friends. Find the next hottie. Anyone that makes you cry is not worth your tears. 🙂
 
HEY i'm COOL with EVERYONE : ) ...I think i'm like..a..the NICEST person in this board hahaha no offense to anyone k..well Martini is right iLLmatic Stylz, there's plenty of fish in the SEA *LOL* that's FUNNY Martini haha..and U GOTs to Move on u know..if this 1 gurl doesn't Love U anymore, u gotta move on with your life..YO ther's a lot of FLY HONEYS out there man..so go CHECK-THEM-OUT *LOL* k? u gotta CHEER-UP man..it's seems to me like U think it's the END OF THE WORLD 4 U, but it's not man...i'm just saying man CHEER-UP...and again MARTINI is absolutely right on that, Anyone that makes U CRY ain't worth you Tears.....FOR GODD SAKE just CHEER-UP..ALRIGHT?! : )
 
ain't that sumthin

hey stylz i understand ya. a million apologies cannot help you recover from your devastating loss today. i also can understand where you're coming from when someone or some people give you bad advice. if you think you are the only one whos been hurt by this manner.. you are not alone. but also you have to remember that there are people in this board that have come across your situation before and will tell you their story as well. for those people out there who gave you bad info, you know what...cluck them. (sorry)
who do they think they are? well i hope you cheer up cuz you know there will come a day when you'll be happy once again. and to those who screwed you over, well i hope they get whats coming to them.
 
i dont really know your situation, but I totally feel what you are saying. You have to be careful out here in cyberspace becauser there are people who find nothing better to do than revel in gossip and rumors. The saddest is when it isnt even the truth. Maybe its people who are so unhappy with there lives that they want to bring someone else down too. I've never personally run across that on this board , but i have in other areas of cyberspace which need not be mentioned so i know how people can be. I also feel for you about what said about losing somebody you really cared for. When you really like somebody and it doesnt work out because of one thing or another that pain just chisles at your heart, its the worst. I've been there I'm sure alot of us have. But what can you do right. I hope it works out for you in the end. Whatever the case though, just hang in there and move forward in life ..... you owe it to yourself
 
WTF? Can someone explain to me whats going on with this cat?
 
no. why would i?? what makes u think that i do?
 
MR. ILLMATIC STYLZ!!!! I FEEL YOU MAN!!!! BELEIVE ME I FEEL YOU!!!!!! THE SAME EXACT THING HAPPENED TO ME!!! PEOPLE WHO GOSSIP WANT WHAT YOU HAVE, OR IF NOT THEY WANT YOU!!! I MYSELF LOST ONE PERSON THAT I REALLY, REALLY, REALLY LIKED HERE AT CLUBFREESTYLE, AND SHE KNOWS WHO SHE IS!! BUT THEN RUMORS AND GOSSIP GOT IN THE WAY, SO I STEPPED AWAY AND I FEEL THAT STEPPING AWAY WAS THE WORST THING THAT I DID AND REALLY REGRET BECAUSE SHE WAS WILLING TO PUT THE GOSSIP AND HER REPUTATION ASIDE FOR ME, AND I MESSED IT ALL UP. STILL UNTIL THIS DAY I STILL REGERET IT, BELIEVE ME. I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU ONE WORD OF ADVICE... DON'T LET THE GOSSIP AND RUMORS GET THE BEST OF YOU LIKE IT DID TO ME..SHOW THAT PERSON HOW MUCH YOU REALLY CARE AND HOW DEEP IN LOVE YOU ARE WITH HER.... AND IF SHE REALLY WANTS YOU SHE WOULD UNDERSTAND.. *I WISH I WOULD HAVE DONE WHAT I JUST SAID* INSTEAD I STILL REGERET IT EVERYDAY.... DON'T BE A FOOL LIKE ME.. FIGHT FOR WHAT YOUR HEART DESIRES.

ANTHONY AKA FREESTYLE LOVER
 
HEY ILL!!!!!!!!

HONEY!! She maybe mad right now, but it's still early. Give it a few days and sometime for both of you to calm down. Nothing good ever came out of dealing in anger. You guys could tell each other that the sun rises in the east and sets in the west and that during the day they sky is blue, but if you're angry at each other neither of you will be listening to each other nevermind believe each other even if what you're saying is true. Once you've both had time to reflect go back to each other (and it doesn't matter who calls first), call her up and let her know you'd like to talk. And then in a calm and public place like a restaurant or a cafe where you can speak normally, but also not be able to yell, discuss what happened and what you heard. If you truly care for each other you should be able to forgive, and move on. Great minds discuss ideas, small minds discuss people. Good luck.
 
Martini that was hella funny .. Look Look Look, OK Theres always a new tomorrow.. God has funny ways, but yes, in the end they always make sense .. Sometimes we cant see those things right away and everything looks hopeless .. You have to have faith and believe that theres so so much out there waiting for you, but your cutting anything else and anyone out just for someone youre not sure feels about you .. If they havent responded, its not the end of the world, what it really is, is a new beginning for that one girl who feels the same way you do, right now ... Stay strong buddy, youll see what im talking about within time . just believe, randy
 
LMAOOOOO@Randy. We really shouldn't laugh though. I hope he's ok. Seriously... I think people should just get on with their lives after bad love. GET OVER IT!!!! Don't act like there is only one person on earth for you. I'm sorry - that's just how I feel. If someone doesn't want to be with you -- then MOVE ON. GET SOMEONE NEWWWWW!!!!! SCREW THEM!!!!! lol... I know I'm sounding really bitchy but I just don't have patience or respect for people who walk around feeling sorry for themselves, and who keep putting themselves down because one a** didn't like them as much as they did. Honey, life is so much more than that. And I don't think you should give her a second chance (I never do.) You don't need someone else's left-overs. If someone treats you like sh*t now, they'll always do it. Come on man, show her and everyone else that you respect yourself!!!
 
OMGGGG..

I think we lost him guys.... He's still posting sappy poetry. Ill honey........ come back to earth!!!!!
 
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