This could be the year!

[Latin Nation]

🙁 I want to thank everybody, who actually has been there for me. I will not mention names, but I will finish my commiments that I have for the rest of the year. And the 2 albums, which 1 will be a re-release. I will put as much of me to finish all the projects that I have. Right now i'm going through a minor set back, and emotional time. I thought I can surpass every obsticle in my way, but the more I dodge the problems and issues, the more that keep coming back. BTW this does not have to do anything with the doawn loading that was posted, nor the bull crap about people buy my cd of pitty, cause it's thats the case, then Thank you so much for buying all 400 copies of 600 that I made. No this is something more personal, and more about me.
But like I said I will finish all my commiments and prior ingagements that I have in this business, all the recordings, and all the shows I have including Springsfiled MA, NYC, NJ, and other events that I have in August, Sept., Oct. and Nov.
But I think this will be the year unless I decide to and if I feel more of my finding with myself as well as for my soul. Depresion is such a bitch and is mess up the way life works. But it's hard to maintaine a happy face, or continue to be such a support to my music when the taste is just bitter. But lets hope not. And please don't take it the wrong way. Again thank you all and I mean it. Thats one of the reasons I don't be around to much in non of the sites, nore answering back. I will answer unless Roger answers. Take care
Sincerely
Alex

 

[myonlysweetie]

Awwww Alex, it will be sad to see you go! :sosad But keep your head up and fix your life! Be good and cuidate, mijo!!! Always keep freestyle alive in your heart!

BTW.. thanks for a great show! 😀

 

[clubfossil]

😀 ALEX IT WAS GREAT MEETING U AT THE WILD PALM..AND REMEMBER THAT NO MATTER WHAT COMES YOUR WAY..U MUST FACE IT HEAD ON..AND WE GOT YOUR BACK..GOD BLESS AND TAKE CARE BRO..NUNCA GIVE UP YOUR DREAMS..PEACE..FREDDIE

 

[Krystal]

:sosad :realsad 🙁

Alex! Sorry to hear about this. I hope things work out for you.

 

[Enigma]

Alex that is sad to hear. 🙁 Depression and stress is awful to bare with. :crap I can tell you I try and get remedies to help me out. It's hard...but don't give up the battle Alex. Life is precious...time is precious. If you need an honest friend to talk to...you got me anytime Alex. God bless you and all the good things that you do, you have a great heart.

-Antonio

 

[skoza]

Hey Alex,

Although I have never met you, depression is a serious matter and can be controled until you are able to overcome it with natural herbs and vitamins or a vistit to a doctor that will prescribe a drug, whatever you feel the most comfortable with. The reason why I am telling you this is because my father-in-law didn't know he was depressed until he tried to commit suicide(He knew better). BUt after numerous arguments inside the house and chasing him around town he realized a visit to the doctor was the best thing he has ever done. Its not a matter of pride my friend, get some help if you feel you have no other way. Amother suggestion is too turn to GOD for help, open up the Bible and get to learn what salvation is and who Jesus is.

That is just my take on it. But You are a fighter, because I can sense that in your message to us, because if you weren't you wouldn't have posted.

Keep fighting, its worth it man!


Simon

 

[Nyasia]

Hey Alex, sorry your going through a bad time right now papa, I am too. Luckily you can count on your friends to be around and support you. Don't worry things will look up pa, they always do😉 you've gone through alot.

 

[caramelo]

Hey Alex! What's the deal bro? You can't leave now!!!! You have been an inspiration to so many. For all of the things that you have gone through...YOU have persevered! There are two people who could really pull you through and those two people are yourself and GOD. So reach deep inside of yourself and believe in yourself and in GOD and you will see buddy, everything will be alright! Let's keep it flowing bro! If you need to talk....give me a call!

Peace and God bless...

Always,
CARAMELO

 

[ChuckD]

Alex........

You are right, depression is a btch. Been there and done that. Many don't know this, but there was a time that I had a suicide note written and was ready to do what I felt was necessary. It is a very lonely place, and thoughts of my family (I had no friends at the time) got me through.

You have been through soooo much, to feel the way you do is only natural. There are ways for you to deal with it.

Please realize that you are not alone. You have many people who are here (and at other sites) for you and will give you all the love and support you need.

If you need to vent, please feel free to pm me or hit me at my email blueworkboots@yahoo.com

Take care buddy.....

 

[-=J=-]

I obviously don't know you but can only offer a reflection into my own life. I had dreams of breaking into the business, not so much of recording but production and remix work. But I never truly applied and dedicated myself to making those dreams a reality. Now I'm in my 30's, have a wife and family and just can't find enough time to give it a real shot. I keep myself busy doing the occasional remix and making my mix CD's and it fills the void. Most of the time. But I always wonder, WHAT IF?

My advice to you is if you truly love making music and can afford the time and money it requires, you shouldn't be discouraged by others or their comments. Many of never get as far you already have.

Originally posted by Latin Nation ...and all the shows I have including Springsfiled MA, NYC, NJ, and other events...

I just want to clarify that it's actually "Springfield" as these are my stomping grounds and I'm sure there are many out there who probably didn't know we existed.