Third Year

[DreamGirl]

It's that time of year.
Once again,
that fateful day approaches.
Year three,
yet it still feels like yesterday.
Still so much to get used to.
I find myself
picking up the phone,
then realizing I can't call you.
Waiting to receive an IM,
an e-mail, a letter...
some form of communication.
But I can't.
I wish I could hear your voice,
get a hug when I'm upset,
see you and hang out
like old times.
When I get down
or discouraged,
I miss how you would encourage me,
try to cheer me up.
As much as your passing
has gotten easier
to deal with and accept,
it has also seemed to get harder
and more painful.
Many times
I still ask why,
and still no answers.
Three years it has been,
sometimes wishing it was
a long unending nightmare,
soon waking up,
and you still being here.
My heart still has a void,
an emptiness that can overbear.
I may feel down,
at times depressed,
thinking of how I miss you.
But I know
you're in a better place now,
as well as with me
in spirit.
Despite not being here on earth,
I believe you're smiling down on me,
looking over me,
acting as my angel.

 

[DESTINY11]

:sosad Very beautiful poem mama.. Sad but, very honest and beautiful

 

[lonely4eva]

I really like it that was deep, be strong and keep the faith and the lord will see u through this........

 

[DreamGirl]

Aww, thanks Casey

 

[DreamGirl]

Thank you lonely.

 

[DESTINY11]

Your welcome mama... I know you didn't lose a ring, you lost a friend that you treasured..I don't know how I would deal, Ditto to what L4E said, You'll be okay..

 

[crazygirl]

THAT WAS BEAUTIFUL MA
I KNOW U R GOING THROUGH ALOT WITH THE DAY ALMOST HERE
AND EVERY TIME U SAY HIS NAME OR THINK OF THE DAY I SEE THE PAIN IN U'R EYES
BUT REMEMBER U HAVE U'R SIS HERE 4 U
I'M HERE 4 U WHEN EVER U NEED 2 TALK OR JUST 2 CRY
I'M ALWAY AND WILL ALWAYS B HERE 4 U MA

 

[Krystal]

Meg! How I feel this one! Wasn't a friend for me...it was my cousin. 🙁 Tomorrow would have been his birthday and DAMN! It's still hard 3 years later!

Good job! 🙂

 

[Sexy_Loca]

Wow Meg! This is good. I know what you're going through. I know you're in North Carolina today and I hope you're okay during this tough time. I see you have a lot of love and support here.

crazygirl - I've heard a lot about you from Meg and I'm so happy that she has someone like you as a friend. You're words were very touching and I know she will appreciate it.

 

[crazygirl]

MEG KNOWS I'LL ALWAYS B HERE 4 HER
SHE IS THE SISTER I NEVER HAD
SHE HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND I'M HERE 4 HER
THATS MY GIRL
I'M THE LUCKY ONE TO HAVE FOUND A FRIEND LIKE HER

 

[DreamGirl]

Aww, thank you Maci. Love you girl! And my cousin, Beth....thank you mama.

Also a big thanks to all that responded....you're words were really sweet and it's helping me deal during this tough time.