FantasyGerl
New member
sitting here lonely, sobbing and wet
thinking of times i try to forget
sadness and anger come out with my tears
the ones i've held back for all of these years
i cant believe that we are really through
than again i realize how much i now hate you
at first we were happy and never apart
then you ripped out what was left of my heart
you fought with me, hit me, convinced me you're right
i was always weak in those fights
always afraid to show you how i really feel
i remember those words.. ITS NOT A BIG DEAL!
never thought you'd bring me so much hatred and pain
i dont know if i can ever feel the same
i sit here now listening to you beg for me back
you're waiting for me to comply.. break down, just crack
all of the days i'd wake up with puffy eyes
my mom would just hold me, after hearing my cries
going to sleep night after night, crying the same tears
nervously shaking i'm lost in my fears
afraid to let you know, i just couldnt lose you
i finally now see all the abuse i took from you
what i knew was i didnt deserve it, that was true
now i find myself running from you
i'm running from the world, afraid of love and more pain
you've changed me for the worst.. i could never be the same
afraid to attach, tired of all the sorrow
afraid to even see the light of tomorrow
i'll quickly forget the good you have brought me,
but i'll remember the hurt til the day i die,
i can't do anything else but let out my anger
realease my pain and just simply cry...
:sosad damn i'm really confused, and i'm sorry if none of this made sense because it does to me.. hehe every part of it.. :sosad
thinking of times i try to forget
sadness and anger come out with my tears
the ones i've held back for all of these years
i cant believe that we are really through
than again i realize how much i now hate you
at first we were happy and never apart
then you ripped out what was left of my heart
you fought with me, hit me, convinced me you're right
i was always weak in those fights
always afraid to show you how i really feel
i remember those words.. ITS NOT A BIG DEAL!
never thought you'd bring me so much hatred and pain
i dont know if i can ever feel the same
i sit here now listening to you beg for me back
you're waiting for me to comply.. break down, just crack
all of the days i'd wake up with puffy eyes
my mom would just hold me, after hearing my cries
going to sleep night after night, crying the same tears
nervously shaking i'm lost in my fears
afraid to let you know, i just couldnt lose you
i finally now see all the abuse i took from you
what i knew was i didnt deserve it, that was true
now i find myself running from you
i'm running from the world, afraid of love and more pain
you've changed me for the worst.. i could never be the same
afraid to attach, tired of all the sorrow
afraid to even see the light of tomorrow
i'll quickly forget the good you have brought me,
but i'll remember the hurt til the day i die,
i can't do anything else but let out my anger
realease my pain and just simply cry...
:sosad damn i'm really confused, and i'm sorry if none of this made sense because it does to me.. hehe every part of it.. :sosad
