ChicanaStyle
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Wanting so much to fill my heart.
Waiting for a fantasy of you coming back to me.
Dreams fill my mind.
I tried getting overyou, but my mind doesnt let me.
Even bad dreams don't let me lie...about my feelings towards you.
Wish I could hate you, but ony love is put for in me.
I don't know why you left, but since you did, my life's been a mess.
I try to think of revenge and hatred, but only sadness and hope, twirls in my mind.
Are you as confused as me? I hope you are yet I dont... I just want you to be happy too.
I want so much, but got too little.
I live each day for my precious life, my little life, the life that i gave life to.
Hoping this is for the best, hoping you'd come knocking at my door by suprise.
I still see you, you see...- In my dreams, and fantasies.
Swore I saw you laying next to me in bed, I thought I saw you sitting there in my room like you always used to be.
I see you parked at my house each day -to walk in and realized my mind is playing games again.
Each time I cry, in my loneliness, Sometimes I see you looking at me. Slowly you'd come over and stare into my eyes and say everything will be fine.
When deep in my heart, my illusion, will only be an illusion.
Sometimes I wish I would sleep forever, for my dreams are happy... and full of you and joy.
One place that I could always enjoy.
The only place I will ever be in peace -because in my dreams is the only place where you would never leave me again.
RIP
my memory
Waiting for a fantasy of you coming back to me.
Dreams fill my mind.
I tried getting overyou, but my mind doesnt let me.
Even bad dreams don't let me lie...about my feelings towards you.
Wish I could hate you, but ony love is put for in me.
I don't know why you left, but since you did, my life's been a mess.
I try to think of revenge and hatred, but only sadness and hope, twirls in my mind.
Are you as confused as me? I hope you are yet I dont... I just want you to be happy too.
I want so much, but got too little.
I live each day for my precious life, my little life, the life that i gave life to.
Hoping this is for the best, hoping you'd come knocking at my door by suprise.
I still see you, you see...- In my dreams, and fantasies.
Swore I saw you laying next to me in bed, I thought I saw you sitting there in my room like you always used to be.
I see you parked at my house each day -to walk in and realized my mind is playing games again.
Each time I cry, in my loneliness, Sometimes I see you looking at me. Slowly you'd come over and stare into my eyes and say everything will be fine.
When deep in my heart, my illusion, will only be an illusion.
Sometimes I wish I would sleep forever, for my dreams are happy... and full of you and joy.
One place that I could always enjoy.
The only place I will ever be in peace -because in my dreams is the only place where you would never leave me again.
RIP
my memory