No Support

[DreamGirl]

ARRRGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Lately I've been feeling that the people who should give me support when I need it the most aren't. I'm down to a little less than a month of school left before graduation and when I've been stressed, upset and just plain need to vent and talk, no one's there or they turn it into all about them. Not for nothing, I'm not unsympathetic or uncaring that my friends have issues and stuff going on as well, but is it so unreasonable that for once I put myself and my concerns in front of theirs? If anything, I usually worry about my friends first and then myself. Shiat. I know this is going to sound mean, but right now, I feel like telling everyone to go f*ck off and I'll be in touch after graduation. It's really pissing me off how people can sit there and say they care about you, they're there for you, etc etc, then when you need them, they don't give a rats ass. And what also gets me really f**kin pissed is that some of these people I've bent over backwards for to help them and have gone out of my way for them, and this is what I get in return? Just feels like a big slap in the face.

 

[crazygirl]

that feel of having no one suck
when the ppl you most care about in the world turn their back on you.
that is really the worst feeling in the world. but at the same time it show their true color.
even worse is when u try 2 reach for them, after everything and they diss u even more.
u try 2 be the bigger person and work ever thing out and they show u that they don't want that.
what more can u do but say fu*k it.

 

[TyBless]

You just have to realize...
When you do something kind for someone, it doesnt necessarily mean that kindness will be returned.. Just think of the way you felt when you bent over backwards for those people and there you will find your reward for the deed. Now you have an idea about how special you really are, and how special that person who will eventually step up on your behalf is..

Sometimes you might have to communicate and elaborate on just about how much support or help you need. Some peoples senses arent that strong, or, they may be going through stuff of their own.. Most people arent like you in that aspect. They put themselves first.. It's time you start doing the same..

 

[DreamGirl]

It's not even really about it being returned. Honestly, I don't do things in hopes of getting something in return, it's just the kind of person I am, to worry about everyone else first.

And it's not feeling that people have turned their back on me. Just right now, I don't feel like dealing with or worrying about anyone else's problems.

Then again, maybe I'm just blowing this out of proportion and overreacting.

 

[LaBettyBoop]

It's not even really about it being returned. Honestly, I don't do things in hopes of getting something in return, it's just the kind of person I am, to worry about everyone else first.

And it's not feeling that people have turned their back on me. Just right now, I don't feel like dealing with or worrying about anyone else's problems.

Then again, maybe I'm just blowing this out of proportion and overreacting.

If this helps mama, let me tell you that everything you're feeling is NORMAL! Don't worry about it. You are stressed and those are all normal feelings. You'll be fine!

 

[jazzy4u]

Ma I feel u, Im in the same boat and I finish the 24th and I am so stresses my self. I am behind and that no one is supporting me. Ma hang in there and you are doing it for u and f**K everyone else. You will be ok. Congrtaz. nce you are done, go out and get f**ked up. LOL

 

[Nyasia]

I know the feeling Meggie, but what are you going to do? you got enough stress going on right now girl. fcuk it, like you said talk to them after your graduation. don't bother stressing what you have done for them, cause in the end it don't really matter mama, as logn as you know how you were. take care of you.

 

[aim4night]

yea life sucks sometimes. like i told joe, freinds are a fine line away from being an enemy.

well you can always talk to us on cf.