Never Been Loved

[shakeemup22]

SO CONFUSED
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
PAINFUL MEMORIES
WHY DID YOU HURT ME
VISIONS OF BEING BEAT
ALL THE TIMES I SCREAMED
SO ALONE
HAVING NO ONE
FLASHBACKS
OF YOU COMING TO MY ROOM
I CAN'T TELL NO ONE
WILL SOMEONE LISTEN
IF I HAD THE COURAGE TO MENTION
IN EXCRUCIATING PAIN
I COULDN'T SLEEP
I CRY UNTIL MY EYES CLOSE
THERES NO PEACE
AFRAID TO GO HOME
ALWAYS BLEEDING
SOMEONE HELP ME
OVERDOSING ON PILLS
SO I DON'T HAVE TO FEEL
VIOLATED ON THE INSIDE
WHEN I HEAR YOUR FOOTSTEPS
I HIDE
I'M SO AFRAID
AND ENRAGE
I DON'T SPEAK
I HAVE SHUTDOWN
RUNNIN WHEN YOUR AROUND
ONLY NINE YEARS OLD
MY HEART IS COLD
THIS IS HOW ADULTS TREAT THEIR CHILDREN?
NEGLECTED
ALONE TO CRY
GOING TO SCHOOL WITH BLACK EYES
AND PREGNANT
BEATING ME CAUSE I DON'T BELONG
AFRAID TO BE WRONG
I WANT TO RUNAWAY
EXIT THIS BODY
I WANNA FLY
AWAY
FROM BEING ASHAMED
AWAY
FROM THE PAIN
AWAY
FROM THE BEATINGS
AWAY
FROM HEARING MY MOM SCREAM
AWAY
FROM HEARING SHATTERED GLASS
AWAY
FROM DAD
AWAY
STOP RUBBIN MY ASS
AWAY
WITH THE BARROW OF THIS GUN POINTED TO MY HEAD
AWAY
CAUSE I KNOW THIS THE END
AWAY
SUFFERING CAUSE I'M NOT ABOVE
AWAY
BECAUSE I NEVER BEEN LOVED

 

[myonlysweetie]

:confused

 

[shakeemup22]

"no Matter How Hard Life Is, Pray, Have Faith Because God Will Break You Free" "those Who Doesn't Love Their Child, Will Suffer, Repercussions Are At Hand, Hold Your Head Up, God Has A Plan"

 

[La Mas Grande]

Wow Shakee, This Was Deep. Thank You For Sharing This With Us.

🙂

 

[musiclady2424]

Wow Shakee, I Can Relate To Some Of That Pain,this Is Deep.yo This Is Something That A Lot Of People Don't Know Takes Places In Homes All Over The World.it Can Be Your Friend A Family Member You Know The Scoop Any How. If Only We Can Stop It Some How.but All We End Up Living With Are Scars. But The Strong Women Is What We Are .people Don't Understand Some Volguerness Steam And Anger Until You Come Across Deep Words.untill You Feel What They Feel.deep Emotions. Yo I Appreciate You Writing This.i Got A Cuzzin That Really Needs To See This .so She Knows She Was Not A Lone.one Love Always Club Freestyle For Life Yall.

 

[shakeemup22]

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