InyourEyes
New member
I FELL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ABOUT 2 YEARS AGO AND IT WAS WIERD CUZ I'VE FELT LIKE I'VE BEEN IN LOVE BEFORE, BUT THIS TIME IT WAS DIFFERENT. IT WAS SOMETHING THAT I CANT EVEN EXPLAIN, I REALLY FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY, HE STOLE MY HEART IN NO TIME, WE HIT IF OFF SINCE DAY ONE, AND WE ENEDED UP ESTABLISHING A REALLY SPECIAL THING, BUT MY THING IS, EVEN THOUGH HE AND I WERE NEVER IN A RELATIONSHIP WE LOVE EACH OTHER, BUT WE CAN NOT BE TOGETHER BECUZ OF THE CIRCUMSTANCES, THAT REALLY HURTS, WHEN U LOVE SOMEONE AND U CANT BE WITH THAT PERSON AND U HAVE TO SWALLOW THAT... I CARE FOR THIS GUY, I LOVE HIM, BUT WE CAN NOT BE TOGETHER AND THAT EATS AT ME AND I ALWAYS HAVE HIM IN THE BACK OF MY MIND AND I LINGER ON TO THE MEMORIES, I CRY FOR HIM SOMETIMES, ITS LIKE I REACH OUT BUT I CANT GRAB, HE'S LIKE A HEAVY STONE I CARRY IN MY HEART, LIFE HAS A WAY OF WORKING THINGS OUT AND I IF WE WERE MEANT TO BE, WE WILL COME TOGETHER ONE DAY AND IF NOT THEN I JUST WANT TO THANK GOD FOR HAVING GIVEN ME THE OPPURTUNITY TO HAVE MET AND AT LEAST LET THIS PERSON KNOW HOM MUCH I LOVE HIM, CUZ NO MATTER WHAT HE IS ALWAYS WITH ME, IN MY THOUGHTS, IN MY HEART, AND HE WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF MY LIFE, WHAT HURTS ME IS THE FACT THAT IM THE KIND OF PERSON THAT WHAT I WANT I ALWAYS GET BUT THIS TIME I LOST... I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT NOT BEING TO BE WITH THE ONE U LOVE IS A HARD THING TO LIVE WITH...