Life

[shakespeareinluv]

I leave you with memories
Do you remember
I was a happy boy
That was so long ago
I can’t even remember happiness
I really can’t
It’s been so long since I’ve felt that
Too damn long
I miss smiling
Laughing
Joy
I almost forgot this is suppose to be my goodbye to you
Let me get back on track
I’m not happy
I haven’t been
Not in a long time
I don’t even remember what happiness is
I would ask you to tell me
But guess what
It’s too late
Even if I had it all right now
Money
Love
Power
I wouldn't care
It wouldn’t make up for all the pain
Too much for one to bare
To f***ING much
Makes me wonder sometimes
What I ever did to deserve this pain
I must have F**KED up real bad
To have to endure this pain
Oh well
It’s almost over
Soon the end will come
And then what
Well
According to you hell
Yeah ok
Hell
What is hell
Can’t be any worse then what my life has been so far
I tried
I really did
You can laugh
I loved
I loved everyone
That brought no joy
Only thing
Honestly
It brought more bad than good
Man
Isn’t that a bitch
To think what a waste my life was

 

[shakespeareinluv]

🙁

 

[Geonitacka]

touching wow great poem its almost life like at times ya know

 

[Crystal2001]

Stop that! You cannot think that..although I love all your poems, dont go there!..🙁

 

[Geonitacka]

its not that bad plus its coming from their heart crystal so I see ur point but see from their view also

 

[freestylequeen4u]

wow, that is deep sweetie