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The pain
The sadness
The past
The blood
The wars
The crime
The jails
The guns
The parties
The evil
The Heaven
The pictures
The memories
The money
The "friends"
The joy
The tears and fears
over the years.
The struggles
The love
The mother
The death
The emotions

The boy
The room
The air
The pen
The paper
The words appear.
The Hand so shakey
Picks up the steel
And cause of a itchy little finger
Everything fades.

As retarded as this, poem if you will, sounds it's how I feel righ now...at this very second...Sucide...Naw...I'm not that dumb...if you guys want a detailed explanation...just Pm me or ask me...To tell you the truth, I dont even know how to put emotions into words....doesn't that suck? :realsad :realsad
 
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Everyone has their days Raven. (Your poem reminds me of DMX he made a video with your words...very cool)

Suicide? You best be joking. You wont find happiness when you're gone in that fashion. I know that for sure. Its an evil act. Its also a pointless one cause things change, people can change. The key is never to lose hope and keep faith. Times change.

Like you say, the friends, the money...phuck all that. Find time for yourself and screw all whats around you.


~Antonio

P.S: Let it all out in this thread Raven how you feel 🙂
 
Luv I had to reply to this after I read it...what exactly is hurting you... your sadness and hurt is obvious in this poem... life can be tuff but nothing worthwhile is ever easy...The pain and hurt seperates us from what we may feel to be normal....but it is those who endure to the end that makes us the exception in this world...our struggles help us determine who we are aswell as how strong we will be...don't ever think of ending what is GOD givin....Life is precious and nothing can be better than that:hearton

Elizabeth
 
Raven darl'n
I hate seeing people this way. I've been there, felt that.. but life goes on. I hope you're feeling somewhat better now. There are always people you can talk to, myself for instance... if you need to vent feel free to talk.

i hope to hear more positive things from you.

God bless.
 
RAVEN...WHEN IT COMES TO SOMEONES EMOTIONS I DON'T EVER THINK THEY ARE RETARTED..I DON'T KNOW EXACTLY HOW TO RESPOND OTHER THAN TO TELL YOU GOD IS ALWAYS THERE BY YOUR SIDE LOVIN U..SO WHEN U FEEL LONELY LIKE THERE ISN'T A SOUL WHO GIVES A DAMN ABOUT YOU CALL UPON HIM AND HE WILL COME TO YOUR RESCUE..TRUST ME!! I FEEL THAT SUICIDE IS FOR THE WEAK..I'M SURE YOU ARE MUCH STRONGER THAN THAT! HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH YOU RAVEN!
 
Well...Hmmmm....To explain the way my mind worked when I was younger, would take about 3 days (of me typing). So I'm just going to say this...because I know God is on my side (always), and due to the fact that I'm pretty religious, God was giving me a reminder of my past. I have a different thought process...and I'm living life better...but those days just have to re-appear, just to remind me of what would happen if I was to stop saying my prayers every night befor I go to sleep. I think that because and since I started praying, life got so much better...Thanks...Peace
 
Raven, if I was to EVER find out you wanting to commit suicide, I would knock some sense into you! I know people who said those things, and just hearing it is like throwing a dagger into my heart. I know that you know better to do that. Your poem was very straight forward, although you can feel the hurt and anger as you read it...Its very good, although it maybe sad, its how you felt the moment you put your pen to your paper, and I cant change that. I only wish you the best baby...:hearton
 
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Well...Hmmmm....To explain the way my mind worked when I was younger, would take about 3 days (of me typing). So I'm just going to say this...because I know God is on my side (always), and due to the fact that I'm pretty religious, God was giving me a reminder of my past. I have a different thought process...and I'm living life better...but those days just have to re-appear, just to remind me of what would happen if I was to stop saying my prayers every night befor I go to sleep. I think that because and since I started praying, life got so much better...Thanks...Peace
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I KNOW WHAT U MEAN..AND ITS GOOD TO SEE HOW YOUR LIFE IS MUCH MORE POSITIVE NOW! TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS YA! SEE YA AROUND..🙂
 
I think your poem reflects alot of peoples reality, even though it isnt your reality anymore, im glad for that. Saying a prayer always helps me 🙂
 
Raven..sweety pie, sweet cheeks...I understand...LOL. And not all kids are suicidal. I know im not and hopefully I will not ever be getting to that point where I feel like that, but you know what I meant anyways with what I said to you. All I know is that im happy your not anymore...😀
 
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