I'm Afraid

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Sexyangel329

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I have always believed that the people placed in our lives are placed there for a reason yet so many times I have wondered what each persons reason for coming into my life was yet there has always been one person who I have never had to ask myself why. This person has been in my life from the very beginning of theres, they have been my shadow watching over me in the dark reminding me each step of the way where it is I stood even when I have felt my feet so far from the ground. This person has always seen me for who I truly am, has always been there with words of wisdom words of praise, words of love never heard before. This person to me was my gift from God and when I am going through difficult moments in my life, when I have faced my most painful moments this person was Gods way of showing me the true beauty in my life. They have been my life support and I know will laways be the only person who would give there life up for me jsut for a simple smile form my face. This person is my sister and I wrote this poem for her because only she knows my one true fear. I love you mama and thank you for all you said today you will never know what it inspiration it has been but I will try every day God grants me to prove to you and show you that you are the reason I will do it. Your sister always Muneca 😉


I’m afraid, I don’t see what you want me to see,
Please take my hands and guide me.
I cant see what you say I should I be.
Let me look through your eye’s,
And see what you see when you look at me.
I’m afraid, yet I hide it so well,
But you know me and know where it is my heart dwells.
Words of love and words of praise,
Angel you’ve got a gift,
Is what you always say.
I’m afraid, but you so well know,
You’ve promised to help me and be my back bone.
You will give me your life and ask for nothing in return,
Only that I give it back living the life you feel I so well deserve.
What do I say what do I do,
When others might not see what you see when you look at me.
I’m afraid, but I hide it so well,
But you know me and where it is my heart dwells.
Angry as you‘ve watched patiently,
This gift from God you say his given me
Blow in the wind so silently.
I’m afraid, but I promise you this,
From this day on for you and me both I shall live
No need to worry no need to insist.
Your love will carry me not another day will I miss.
I’m afraid, but with you by my side,
No longer will I run from it no longer will I hide.
 
Excellent Angie! :yeey

Thanks for sharing! You know I enjoy your writing! Such passion and truth in it! 🙂
 
THANK YOU DEVIOUZ MY SISTER IS MY HEART AND I KNOW NO ONE WILL EVER HAVE THE LOVE SHE HAS FOR ME BECAUSE NO ONE SEE'S ME THE WAY SHE SEE'S ME OR KNOWS ME THE WAY SHE KNOWS ME IM GRATEFUL TO HAVE TRUE HONEST AND PURE LOVE FROM HER IM GLAD YOU LIKED IT 🙂
 
That was wonderful SexyAngel!!! Excellent poem!!! I understand how you feel!! From what people say and what I've realized There are people put in you your life that are there to enrich or provide lesson's. These people Keep coming back in each life you are born into.(Reencarnation) Your family is always your family and friends are alway's friends! You ever meet someone new and instantly get along like you've known them for along time?? Yet you just met them. I have a few times. It's like meeting an old friend all over again. It just feel's right. I also know that my younger brother has been there for me like your sister has! He has been there for me through alot stuff giving me an insight I hadn't thought of and opinion's on other thing's. I have a small amount of true friends and I consider my little brother one of them!! In life there are Soul mates, Soul friends, and Soul guardians, and people to provide some sort of experience or lesson! When it comes to the experience and lesson people one must be careful and learn the lesson. Yes the lesson's can really hurt sometimes! I experienced recently that the woman I loved was not who I thought she was. It hurt alot!!! I guess that's why we never really hooked up. Know matter how I feel it was not ment to be. I had to learn some sort of lesson from this. Yes people are put in your life and thing's happen in your life for some bigger grand scheme that is planned for each and everyone of us! That's why people like you sister and my brother were put in our lives! To help us in the jouney and in turn we can help them with theirs! I wish you and every ClubFreestyler the very best in their journey of life!!! Peace and Nub and all kind's of great stuff To you and all the Freestylers and there families!!! From Freestyle God!!!!!:hearton
 
THANK YOU GOD THERE ARENT TO MANY PEOPLE I PUT MY TRUST IN AND DAILY I FIND FEWER PEOPLE IN MY LIFE I CAN SAY I TRUST WITH MY HEART, LIFE BUT I KNOW MY SISTER IS ONE OF THEM AND THE FRIENDS I DO HAVE HAVE SHOWN TO BE REALER THEN I COULD HAVE EVER HOPED FOR 🙂
 
I hear that darlin!!! I've learned that lesson too!! I've cut out quite a few people from my life because I realized who they really were!(user's!!!) There were people I realized that were also just good hangout buddies. In the end I have come to realize who were truly there for me and it was a surprise in some cases! My bro is also my best friend! I have come to realize the little punk I used to carry on my back and buy toys for is giving me advise and being there for me! He is alot smarter than I thought!! He has surprised me a few times! I can truly understand where you are coming from!!! Good luck in your life darlin with whatever path you choose!!! Much NUB!!!!😀
 
Damn >>>> Teary Eyes Over Here Nena

So many tears so many fears
Building up for all these years,

Words floating and hardly penetrating
Watching you silently and simply waiting,

Your glow eminates from the one place that
he gave,
Although We both struggled I stood here to
wait,

Waiting for the day you'd see this face
to teach and learn lessons along with change,

No stronger love than that which is in the heart
seeping deeply while I hoped you would play your part,

I promised with words, but, have many expecations,
Proposing a magic invitation,

Excel beyond the passion you hold,
I sit back to watch the story unfold,

So hurt by the visible pain in your eyes,
The deceit brought by others in your life,

I wept when you wept and died every time you wouldnt
try,
See what I see, open your mind and seek Gods only
prize,

Fearing that you would loose your self in one of your
own dimentions,
Cry's never heard allowed illusive worry and endless
dreamt imperfectons,

And so Here I pray the same as all the other times,
I've asked that you take a chance on you in this life,

So the challenge is you angel, You hold the key,
I dedicated my world only because In you I beleive,

I will not give up and I will never doubt,
I will never leave your side so make me proud,

I refuse to let the time slip you by,
Let go of what chooses to wear a disguise,

You are my gift and it is my honor to have you in
my life,
I will never hope and dream, I will wait for what I know is
your reality,

PS.. I meant what I said when we spoke last night Angel

I know its in you, please search inside yourself. That is
all that I ask, nothing more but, nothing less will do..
I'll give you 100% if you can take that chance on you.

Love you mama,
 
:yeey I am so happy for you that you have a sister you can count on. I for one don't have a sister but I have a friend I wouldn't trade for the world. Even though we are not blood related we are more sisters than if we were blood sisters. Someone once told me, not knowing of who we were to each other that My friend and I were sisters in a past life and that we were so close then that fate in this life brought us together because our bond was so strong. I thank God for the opportunity of giving her to me again in this life because he knows for sure that I need her. Your poem expressed such love and devotion to each other. I bow to you. (bowing gracefully to another wonderful lady)
 
Babygirl thank you that was beautiful mama and I am going ot do my thing fo shozzzzzz Lamatrix thank you knowing there is someone you can always count on always makes a differenc 🙂
 
WOW...I love your guys friendship..that is so beautiful with what u 2 share..:hearton:
 
Thanks ladies you guys are always so sweet, Sexy mama,, You know I'm always here..Don't ever forget that mama..Luv Ya
 
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