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Ok the latest news on the A-HOLE BILL!!!! Ok I really don't mean it but I'm pissed.

Last night I had a dream with Bill's parents and this morning I had the urge to call them to see HOW THEY were doing. So I thought about calling them, but hestitate about it cuz Bill strongly urge me NOT to call them. I was in a bind, cuz I was soo close with his parents, but I also wanted to respect his wishes. After thinking about it some time I decided to just call....I mean I wanted to see how THEY were doing not HIM!

So I called....and to make story short his mom was REALLY excited to hear from me....she mentioned that they missed me and that I needed to come over for a visit. She gave me updates on the rest of the family....but the WORST part was she mentioned BILL WAS SEEING SOMEONE!!!!! She said she was a little concerned about it because the girl had a lil baby and didn't know really if he was REALLY serious with her.

Sooo now I am pissed not cuz he is seeing someone but because HE NEVER TOLD ME!!!! I thought he and I were closer then that...thought I meant more to him ....atleast for him to TELL ME THE TRUTH!!! AM I WRONG to want the truth?? I know I could have dealt with him seeing someone.... IF he was honest with me.

TALK TO ME GUYS!!!! Tell me what YOU think....

As for NOW this is the LAST TIME I will ever write anything about Bill or even Call him....he is no longer consider my friend. Friends don't lie to one another. That is how I feel.
 
😱 WHAT AN A**HOLE, U KNOW MY EX DID THE SAME THING 2 ME.
AND GIRL U R NOT THE ONLY 1 WHO FEELS LIKE THIS 2DAY
I WAS GOIN 2 START A POST EARLIER WITH THE SAME TITLE
"I HATE MEN"

CUZ I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO
PISSED AT THE GUY I'M TALKIN 2
2 THINK IF HE IS LIKE THIS AND HE IS NOT MY "BOYFIREND" I CAN JUST IMAGEN HOW HE WILL B IF HE WAS MY "BOYFRIEND'

I'M TELLIN U MEN SUCK
I HATE THEM I HATE THEM I HATE THEM


THE ONLY MAN I DON'T HATE IS TONY.... CUZ THAT S MY DREAM MAN
HEY I CAN DREAM CAN'T I
 
MAMA I KNOW IT'S HARD AS HELL 2 FOR GET THE GUY U LOVE
BUT U HAVE 2 FIND SOME 1 ELSE
LIKE WE SAY
"UN CLAVO SACA A OTRO CLAVO"
I DON'T KNOW IF I SPELLED IT RIGHT
BUT GIRL U R 2 MUCH 4 THAT A**HOLE

ALL I KNOW IS WHEN U COME UP HERE I'M GOIN 2 MAKE SURE U DON'T THINK ABOUT THAT DAMN GUYS
PARTY NON STOP
AND I'LL TAKE 2 C MY LIL STRIPPER FRIEND ( THEY R NOT LIL AT ALL)
 
LOL Damn where is Spike when I need him. But you are right BUFFY Would KICK SOME ASS!!!! Urgggg where is he when I need some ass kickin .....

Thank You Rookie Babes, but you know I will take care of him in my own way
 
........

Before I put my foot in my mouth, I assume that you two already ended the relationship. I know it's hard to see your ex to be with someone else. Believe me, I know. But you have to be strong and life goes on. If he wants to see someone else, then it's his business. I'm sure he wouldn't care if you're seeing someone. But that's my opinion.

Just be strong and you'll be aight.


-Brandon
 
HEY MAMA WELL I CAN BE A REAL SPITEFUL BIOTCH FO SHOZ BUT NOT IN THE WAYS MOST ARE LOL. WELL THIS IS WHAT I THINK THE BREAK UP HAS BEEN HARD ON YOU AND FOR YOU SOMETHING YOU HAVE YET TO EXCEPT BECAUSE OU ARE STILL ASKING YOURSEFL QUESTIONS THAT IN ALL REALITY WILL ONLY UNFOLD WITH TIME NOTHING BILL CAN SAY WILL BE GOOD ENOUGH OF AN ANSWER. I UNDERSTAND WHERE YOUR ANGER IS COMING FROM BEEN THERE FO SHOZ BUT HONESTLY I DONT THINK HE WAS TRYING TO KEEP IT FROM YOU IN A BAD WAY I THINK HE WAS ONLY TRYING TO PROTECT YOUR FEELINGS BECAUSE HE KNOWS HOW IT ALL HAS AFFECTED YOU. IN ALL REALITY HIM TELLING YOU DIRECTLY WOULD HAVE MADE YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY THE ONLY DIFFERENCE IS THAT YOU WOULD HAVE AS THEY SAY HEARD IT FROM THE HORSES MOUTH. REMAINING FRIENDS AFTER A BREAK UP IS HARD AS HELL ON BOTH THE ONE TRYING TO UNDERSTANND WHAT WENT WRONG AND THE OTHER WHO HAS LET GO BUT IS TRYING TO KEEP SOME OF WHAT THE TWO HAD IN TACT THAT BEING THE FRIENDSHIP. ITS HARD TO BE FREINDS WHEN YOU STILL LOVE HIM AND FOR HIM ITS HARD BECAUSE REGARDLESS OF HOW CLOSE YOU TWO WERE HE NOW HAS TO WATCH WHAT HE SAYS SO AS NOT TO UPSET YOU. I TRIED BEING FRIENDS WITH MY EX FOR A WHILE BUT IT ONLY ANGERED ME WHILE HE TRIED TO REMAIN PASSIVE BECAUSE HE KNEW IT WAS THE HURT THAT DROVE ME TO FEEL THAT WAY IN THE END I WAS ABLE TO BE FRIENDS WIHT HIM BECAUSE I REALIZED HE WASNT THE ONE FOR ME BUT I DID CUT ALL TIES WITH HIM CUZ TH EBOY WAS TRIPPIN LOL AND I DIDNT NEED THAT IN MY LIFE SO MA ITS NOT THAT HE MEANT TO KEEP IT FROM YOU ITS THAT HE DIDNT KNOW HOW TO GO ABOUT TELLING YOU. YOU STILL HAVE ALOT OF HEALING TO YOU AND MAYBE A BREAK FROM BILL AS FRIENDS IS A GOOD IDEA UNTILL YOU CAN APPROACH THE FRIENDSHIP AS JUST THAT FRIENDS 🙂
 
^^what angie said! LOL

Remaining friends is a hard thing to do! Too many feelings involved on both parts.

:crap
 
Heaven love...I aint gonna preech to you. 🙂

But im glad its finally over...this great saddness that was in your heart.

Say hello to happy times! YOU ARE TOO MUCH. Remember that. And I know you will succeed...that I easily see from you.

Pick your lovely face up...look at the sky...cause God will smile down at you.

~Antonio Martinez
 
Thank you for YOUR comments and your love. I agree with all of you on the moving on and yes I will remain VERY distant enough so I won't call him.....I even erase his numbers from my phone. I don't want to call him nor do I want to hear from him. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART! but he hurt me bad enough that I don't even want his friendship.....and that is what I've been fighting for for sooo long. Now I have closure....just sad that one day YOU FEEL you know someone and the next you realize he wasn't who you thought he was.
 
MAMA THATS WITH EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE IN LIFE SOETIMED YOU FEEL WITH EVERY OUNCE OF BLOOD FLOWING THROUGH YOU THAT YOU KNOW SOMEONE AND WHEN ITS ALL SAID IN DONE YOU ONLY KNOW WHAT YOU WANTED TO KNOW WHAT YOU WANTED TO SEE. IN LOVE WE TEND TO BLIND OURSELVES SO OFTEN I ASK MYSELF HAVE I TRULY FELT LOVE BECAUSE OF THE NATURE IN WHICH I HEAL. I GET THROUGH IT SO FAST I BUILD THAT WALL BACK UP AND SET MYSELF APART FROM WHAT I HAVE ALREADY BEEN THROUGH AND I DONT THINK I HAVE FELT REAL LOVE MAYBE SOMETHING CLOSE TO IT BUT TRULY NOT LOVE. MAMA YOU WILL BE JUST FINE THATS FO SHOZ TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS THERE IS NO DOUBT ABOUT THAT CHIQUITA MUCH LOVE MAMA 😀
 
Thank you Mama....I can't explain it but what I felt for him was love, but right now I don't to tell myself now....I want him out of my life.....I want that hurt to go away.....I just rather remain ANGRY and keep that wall up.
 
Heavenly Darlin!!! All I can is he didn't tell you because maybe he didn't want to hurt you. Maybe he didn't tell you because he figured he didn't have to. Who knows? Maybe this had to happen so you can try forget about him and move on! It could be a sign. I'm sorry that you are hurt again! It sucks!! I just hope you will be okay!? Take care of your self! Okay darlin? Be strong! If you need to talk more I'm here for ya! LOL!!!!! 🙁
 
WOOOOOWWWW MA...I AM SOOOOO SOORRRYY ABOUT THIS...

I KNEW THIS SHYT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN...PAIN..🙁 .I SPOKE TO U IN PRIVATE ABOUT ALOT OF THIS..I KNOW WHERE U COMING FROM...YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT...

MAMA LIKE OTHERS SAYS..HE DID NOT LIE TO YOU, HE JUST KEPT IT FROM YOU BECAUSE HE KNEW U WILL BE HURTING, BUT THE BEST THING IS TO KEEP AWAY. THIS WILL PASS...YOU ARE ANGRY NOW, AND ARE SAYING ALL THESE THINGS CAUSE U ARE UPSET, BUT SOON IT WILL BE OVER, WHEN HE GIVES YOU THAT CALL ONCE AGAIN THAT KNOT WILL STILL BE THERE...YOU NEED TO CUT THAT FRIENDSHIP, IT CANT NEVER BE THE SAME..ITS HARD TO MAINTAIN A FRIENDSHIP WITH SOMEONE U HAVE FEELINGS FOR. MA, BE STRONG,THERE ARE BETTER FISHES IN THE SEA, HEAD UP AND LET GO..EVERYTHING WILL BE OK...GOD BLESS SWEETY!!!!
 
You know I agree with ALL of yous This anger is from the hurt I feel inside. Right now I need this anger to keep me going, keep me strong. I know it may sound bitter but YOU know what its working. I actually went to bed last night not crying, not missing him, I just literally crashed. I heard "our" song and I didn't even flinch and usually I'm in la la land....so I think its working for now. As for the friendship....that has been cut off I erased his numbers from my cell....I don't know his home number by heart so I won't ever call....and if he calls I plan to remain kewl act as if I never knew he's seeing someone and say I am busy.....YES those KNOTS will be in the pit of my stomach but NOW I KNOW that he NEVER wanted me, that I was just some chick for that time. Thats hurts but damnit the truth hurts ....so now I'm dealing.

THANKS EVERYONE
 
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