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[Sexyangel329]

Crying but I can't my mom is here and so is my brother they are spending the night so that we may celebrate Thanksgiving together tomorrow and so mom has all the cooking done here rather then doing it at her place and bringing it here. I have been so much more emotional heading towards the end of this pregnancy and latley I have had some reason to be. If you have ever missed something or someone so much it hurts then you know what I mean. ANyway I want to cry but I cant cause my mama will start worrying and I cant have mama worrying bout me so I figured I would type it it here then do it. Thanks for listening.

 

[MonaLisa]

AAAWWWW Ang .... I know how you feel on the missing somebody so much part. Now that its holiday season Ive been feeling so lonely it disgusts me. Hang in there ma ... not too much longer and you will have tears of joy flowing down your cheeks. Happy Thanksgiving!!

 

[Sexyangel329]

Thanks mama I know once my son is here so much is gonna change I can just pick up and bounce once he is here and forget the tear but its the now thats hard you know. This emotional stuff take its toll on a person. Being pregnant is hard work.

 

[Krystal]

Angie!!!!!!! I know just what you mean! Only I'm not as strong as you! I broke down! My mom thinks I'm nutz and hey maybe I am! LOL!!!! I often ask myself if some of the things I do are sane! :stoned

Try to think about upcoming events in your life and not things that have past or things that are not attainable. You have Tiny's appearance to look forward to...his first smile, first step, first words...so many firsts coming for you that will put a smile on your face. 😉

Ohhhhhhhhhh and LOCA Night out on the town! :yeey

 

[MonaLisa]

I'm an emotional wreck too K. I've been so stressed lately I feel like I'm 234987 yrs old.

Ang ... being pregnant is the hardest! Especially the first time, I can imagine how you feel

 

[Sexyangel329]

Krys everyone swears I am this rock of strength and I am not I try and find more within me every day and I think I am almost out, a person can only take so much. When I think about my son and him being here soon I feel happy knowing we will be starting a new life togeher me and him you know the possibilty of us moving down to FL I am happy and scared at the same time but I think I am strong mostly because of him, because of how much he is going to need me and I him.

Mona wreck is not the word girl, its an experience dats fo sho. Thank you ladies much luv.

 

[LATINAHEAT]

ANGIE DON'T FEEL BAD CAUSE I HAVE BEEN SOOO EMOTIONAL LATELY TOOOO AND I AM NOT EVEN PREGO!!! JUST THINGS GOING ON IN MY LIFE. I THINK ABOUT IT AND WANT TO CRY TOOO...SOMETIMES I AM DRIVING AND THE TEARS COME DOWN....AND THAT IS ONE THING THAT I WILL NOT DO IS BREAK DOWN IN FRONT OF MY MAMA...LORD KNOWS I WANT TO, BUT I DON'T FOR THE SAME REASONS AS YOU ANGIE. THEN ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS TOOK ME AND ANOTHER BEST FRIEND TO DINNER AND I HAD 2 DRINKS AND I JUST STARTED TO SPILL THE BEANS... MY EYES GOT WATERY, BUT I DIDN'T WANT TO CRY...I GUESS WE HAVE TO SHOW THAT WE ARE STRONG, BUT SOMETIMES IT'S HARD!! THINGS WILL GET BETTER!! I KNOW THEY WILL!! SO LET'S KEEP OUR HEADS UP! :sflower

 

[Sexyangel329]

Thank you mama I guess it is going around. She fell asleep already and even now I wont take the chance of letting it out. Everything is getting to me I am home all day every day alone and all I do is think about the things going on in my life and why some things have to be the way they are and why I cant be stronger and get these f***ed up thoughts out of my head. It is so hard to find reassuring words when you have to hold it inside. As you said things will get better with the grace of God so i wait patiently for that.

 

[Nyasia]

If you have ever missed something or someone so much it hurts then you know what I mean.

:sosad yes i know exactly what you mean nena.🙁

 

[Sexyangel329]

Hey maam thanks for calling I missed your call but I will call you in few, I might be heading out there when Tiny gets here will talk.

 

[Liz_Torres]

u know what?
go the the bathroom and cry in the shower......get it out of your system..
then say u were rubbing your eyes--

it's almost time your emotions and hormones are oh high right now-
it's totally ok! I've been there and yet I had no one to talk too.....u've been blessed w/ family and friends...and with us!

 

[Sexyangel329]

Thank you mama but my mother has some telepathic shit going on she always knows the deal, I just held it in last night. Today I am ok feels good having her and my bro here and my other brother is suppose to come by as well. Soon they will be tears of joy for my son, but thank you Liz and your right I am thankful for everyone in my life who cares graacias mama.