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You wouldn't believe it if I told you.
I deserve to be alone.. :hearton
I know this is true
I purposely neglected you, so you can move on with your pulse
I NEVER wanted to hurt you, but somehow "NEVER" changed to "I had to"
I know you will NOT understand, Nor would you care to understand, atleast not now..but after you hear this, you will somewhat.
I deserve to be alone,,
because I never deserved you in my veins,in my life..I was flowing with a dream, a fantasy..of you.
You see, I deserve to be alone, because I was NEVER Alone with you,
I had to slow my beats and let your love go, and let you tire of me and let me go..I deserve to be alone..
My health changed because you were in veins..I was holding you back,,
I was living a dream, a fantasy..I deserve to be alone..
Laughter unlimited,Happiness overwhelming,excitement and sincerity, feelings I've NEVER experienced. Romanticism from what seemed like a world created in me by you.
I deserve to be alone..we both know that I should've never started what I knew I couldn't finish. Your world and my world collided and we attempted to make it work, but I deserve to be alone. I have no excuse for the sense I made and WHY I held on as long as I did,,you were that the Artery that supplied my life and I NEED THAT LIFE..I deserve to be alone..
You know that when you breathed, I pulsed, I was NEVER alone with you.. though I deserve to be alone.. Only you knew what makes me tick, and now I'm like a broken Timex..unheard from, even with a stethoscope. Til you beat. I knew it would be best for you to go on with your life. Although I was NEVER alone with you, I deserve to be alone..You understand, ONLY you understand. Have a good life and no matter what anyone tells you, You are part of an independent woman, and you don't need anyone but you to make you stronger than you already are. Me? I deserve to be alone..

Written by a Lonely heart
 
I deserve to be alone (The Remix)

I deserve to be alone.. :hearton
I know this is true
I purposely neglected you, so you can move on with your pulse
I NEVER wanted to hurt you, but somehow "NEVER" changed to "I had to"
I know you will NOT understand, Nor would you care to understand, atleast not now..but after you hear this, you will somewhat.
I deserve to be alone,,
because I never deserved you in my veins,in my life..I was flowing with a dream, a fantasy..of you.
You see, I deserve to be alone, because I was NEVER Alone with you,
I had to slow my beats and let your love go, and let you tire of me and let me go..I deserve to be alone..
My health changed because you were in veins..I was holding you back,,
I was living a dream, a fantasy..I deserve to be alone..
Laughter unlimited,Happiness overwhelming,excitement and sincerity, feelings I've NEVER experienced til you breathed. Romanticism from what seemed like a world created in me by you.
I deserve to be alone..we both know that I should've never started what I knew I couldn't finish. Your beats and my beats collided and we attempted to make it work, we made music and sometimes we experiences murmurs..but I deserve to be alone. I have no excuse for the sense I made and WHY I held on as long as I did,,you were THAT Artery that supplied my life and I NEED THAT LIFE..I deserve to be alone..
You know that when you breathed, I pulsed, I was NEVER alone with you.. though I deserve to be alone.. Only you knew what makes me tick, and now I'm like a broken Timex..unheard from, even with a stethoscope. Til you breathe. I knew it would be best for you to go on with your life. Although I was NEVER alone with you, I deserve to be alone..You understand, ONLY you understand. Have a good life and no matter what anyone tells you, You are part of an independent woman, and you don't need anyone but you to make you stronger than you already are. Me? I deserve to be alone..

Written by a Lonely heart to YOUR HEART
 
NYPRCAN said:
Thanks ChuckD, I've got faith, I just don't have FATE like I once had.
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You never had fate. No one does. Fate has you.

Fate is teaching everyone lessons. What has to happen now is that you need to review the lesson, make sure you learn from it, and then move on to the next level, and don't make the same mistake.

I'm sorry you're feeling lonely now.....but it is a journey everyone must take at times. It will end soon.
 
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ChuckD said:
You never had fate. No one does. Fate has you.
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Well said Chuck. Fate comes out of nowhere, it happens & there aint a damn thing you can do about it no matter how hard you try.

Some things are meant to be & some heartache is meant to happen.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
 
I just feel like blabbering right now...

Sometimes one doesn't think at the moment. Some even have taken their own lives. My impression is...that if someway...magically at this hurting moment..if the possiblility we can look at ourselves through a mirror and see our future...we doubt we would cause any harm to oneself...after witnessing the most astonishing happiest family that we created forseen on that mirror.

You have to look at things the bright way...not the dark way. We ain't got NO time to be hurtin considering the mishaps that is happening currently in this world...and considering how life is so short. Things happen for a reason...and if you a good person you bet that you will get what you always wanted.

Learn, move on...be strong...be happy. Mistakes are good.

-antonio
 
The theme of my message is...that when you think you are at the roughest moment...GOD mysteriously is working on a formula that is gonna knock you out. (In a great way 😉 )

-ant
 
NYP all I can say is the poem is very heartfelt..... No one is "destined" to be alone. Sometimes things don't work out the way we plan but life is full of surprises .... whatever doesn't kill you shall make you stronger! Good Luck!
 
Very Well Said Heaven.....nyprcan U Just Haven't Found Ur True Destiny Be Patient And All That Is Meant For U Will Come In Due Time.
 
Enigma said:
The theme of my message is...that when you think you are at the roughest moment...GOD mysteriously is working on a formula that is gonna knock you out. (In a great way 😉 )
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Nice.

Waiting to be knocked out......
 
NYPRCAN said:
Thanks Musiclady and sweetheart, I guess I'm just destined to be alone.
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YOUR WELCOME....DON'T EVER SAY THAT YOU'RE DESTINED TO BE ALONE...EVERYONE IS LOVED IN THEIR OWN WAY...SOMETIMES IT JUST TAKES TIME TO HAVE LOVE FIND YOU!🙂
 
nessa's302 said:
Very Well Said Heaven.....nyprcan U Just Haven't Found Ur True Destiny Be Patient And All That Is Meant For U Will Come In Due Time.
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Also very well put PAA 😉
 
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