I’ve lost

[BoricuaPrincess]

I can accept that I’ve lost & that it’s time to let go,

Just give me back my heart & all I used to know,

All this has taken a toll on me I’m emotionally drained,

I’ve love you with all my heart but deep down I know things aren’t the same,

I can’t keep on pretending I can’t keep living a lie,

I need to breathe a sigh of relief I can’t keep holding this all inside,

Oh God please just give me the strength that I need,

The strength to move on with my life, to let go of this secret inside of me,

I know what I must I do but this pain is killing me,

I’ve loved you for so long, you are my everything,

How can love be wrong I just don’t understand,

I believed we could it make it work that this was our second chance,

But I have to face the harsh reality that we can never make things right,

Something’s aren’t meant to be & that’s just life,

I always felt that I would find my happiness with you,

And now letting you go is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do,

I’m drowning in my own tears; I’m overwhelmed by this pain,

I don’t want to love anybody else it could never feel the same,

I will never love anyone else the way that I love you,

I will never give my heart again the way I’ve given it to you,

So now I sit here & pray for the strength to make it through the day,

To learn how to live my life without you, to learn how to find my way,

A part of me dies slowly as each day passes by,

I’m still fighting my demons while you move on with your life,

You walk around like nothing with a smile on your face,

While my world crumbles more & more each day,

I wish I never knew what love was, I wish I had looked the other way,

I would’ve saved myself all these tears and all this heartache,

As I sit here pouring my heart out while tears sting my eyes,

I can’t help but to wonder how did I make such a mess of my life,

I thought this was true love but now I see that I was wrong.

There’s nothing I can say or do to change this everything is gone,

My hopes, my dreams, my future it’s all been ripped away,

I feel like I have nothing everything’s been taken away,

 

[bullboykennels]

Dayum Girl that iz sum DEEP Zhit. YOu put alot of Feeling into that.

 

[musiclady2424]

yeah i agree. it's good work .

 

[ChuckD]

and the great stuff just keeps on coming.

 

[LaBettyBoop]

Very, very nice. 🙂

 

[BoricuaPrincess]

thanks guys i'm glad u liked it

 

[Angelino]

Wow.....that Was Awesome.....i Can So Relate To This One Big Time.....

 

[Leigh4Freestyle]

Aww..It was beautiful and very touching. Damn, how love is oh too painful sometimes.

 

[BoricuaPrincess]

i appreciate the input guys and yeah love can be very painful