Holiday Blues

[lady_Manda]

I have been feeling a bit down lately..yes its the holidays.
They are not the same anymore, last year was super hard and I have a feeling this year will be just as hard.
First, its Turkey day, then Dec. 10 my moms Bday, then its Xmas, her favorite holiday.
I hate being here w/out her. I would give anything to talk to her, hug her, hear her tell me she loves me.

Sorry I dont mean to make a depressing post, im just feeling a bit lonely.

But I will make the best of the Holidays, I know its what she would want.

I love you mom. <3

 

[Cheryl phillips]

Hey lady i hear ya my mom passed 3 years ago,on my birthday..ouch.And ever since the holidays come and its like noone bothers used to b all of us together now noone shows,but i hold my head up and try not to let my depression show for my dad..id like him to have the best holidays possible...its true just hold ya girl it sucks and it hurts but cry behind closed doors.,,,,,,hang in there u need to talk..let me know!!!

 

[michelle28]

God Manda, I can't even imagine what you're going through! My mom means everything to me and i couldn't imagine life without her. I bet your mom is with you all the time and you're right, she would want you to have happy holidays! keep your chin up, sweetie, you'll get through it. and don't ever apologize for making a depressing post.....we're here for you!! **hugs**

 

[lady_Manda]

Hey lady i hear ya my mom passed 3 years ago,on my birthday..ouch.And ever since the holidays come and its like noone bothers used to b all of us together now noone shows,but i hold my head up and try not to let my depression show for my dad..id like him to have the best holidays possible...its true just hold ya girl it sucks and it hurts but cry behind closed doors.,,,,,,hang in there u need to talk..let me know!!!

I am sorry for your loss also.
I am not ashamed to cry, haha, i cry all the time.
Yunno my moms sisters,and my cousins havent talked to me since the funeral july 12, 2004...how crazy is that?
Keep your head up...thanks, for the support.

 

[lady_Manda]

God Manda, I can't even imagine what you're going through! My mom means everything to me and i couldn't imagine life without her. I bet your mom is with you all the time and you're right, she would want you to have happy holidays! keep your chin up, sweetie, you'll get through it. and don't ever apologize for making a depressing post.....we're here for you!! **hugs**

My mom is my everything too, its very hard. I wouldnt wish this kind of pain on anyone. My mom was my soulmate.
Thank you for the support.

 

[ChuckD]

I feel ya honey. When you are missing someone, or worried about someone, it can throw off how you feel about anything.


A very good friend of mine is moving away this weekend, and two of my friends are talking about a trial separation, and they have 3 small children.

I'm the only one they told, and I am in total shock.

 

[Cheryl phillips]

gettin off topic for a second....problem is some people today take things for granted,as if theyll never change or always be there and that aint so,..and then theres others who have beautiful people or things right in front of them yet they dont appreciate them...priorities where r they??
Manda hang in there as i said...she is with u!!