La Mas Grande
Active member
How many Hail Mary’s is it gonna take for this pain to end, how many more tears will fall before I’m done paying for whatever sin I have committed?
I need to know why is it that I can’t seem to move on, that instead of this heartache subsiding it has only seem to increase in intensity. Everyday I wake up, put a smile on my face and hope that today wouldn’t be so hard, that today I will find the strength to block out this heartache, this sadness that I can’t seem to liberate myself.
Tormented by thoughts of taking my last breath, plagued by uncertainties of who I really am, this ailing existence that is my life is a true testament of a women who is lost just trying to find her way. If I only knew what is it I did wrong, then maybe this will all make sense to me, but tell me how can I fix it when I don’t even know where it’s broke?
I want this pain to stop, these tears to dry up, I want to sleep a night through with no dreams of despair.
How many Hail Mary’s will it take, how many candles should I light and how many prayers should I pray before I’m allowed to live again?
I need to know why is it that I can’t seem to move on, that instead of this heartache subsiding it has only seem to increase in intensity. Everyday I wake up, put a smile on my face and hope that today wouldn’t be so hard, that today I will find the strength to block out this heartache, this sadness that I can’t seem to liberate myself.
Tormented by thoughts of taking my last breath, plagued by uncertainties of who I really am, this ailing existence that is my life is a true testament of a women who is lost just trying to find her way. If I only knew what is it I did wrong, then maybe this will all make sense to me, but tell me how can I fix it when I don’t even know where it’s broke?
I want this pain to stop, these tears to dry up, I want to sleep a night through with no dreams of despair.
How many Hail Mary’s will it take, how many candles should I light and how many prayers should I pray before I’m allowed to live again?
