Dedicatiod to my girls!

[nessa's302]

When I first came to this city, I thought to myself...what are you doing here? You don't know anybody! But for the last 7 or 8 years, I've been all alone. I wasn't part of any family. The reason I stand here today is because of my 2 devils at home. I never thought I could be placed on this earth for any other purpose. but was blessed with 2 children who I adore and wil go to the ends of the earth for. Yet I still didn't truly feel complete. Like I said before I was complete in the sense that I have 2 wonderful children and a man who adores me. but I was missing the family love and bonding I didn't have for so long. but about 6 mos or so later I had had enough. I was ready to go home. But it was summer and I spent all my time on CF and Jack announced the CF beach bash. I met you ladies for the first time. We just clicked! All of a sudden I didn't feel so lonely anymore. You embraced this poor little quiet Floridian w/ open arms. It pains me to have to go now....but it's only to await your arrival. You are my friends my sisters and I sit here writing this to you because a family is what you are to me. And I hope to never lose my family again.

LaLa: no words can express how much I love you mama! You've been my best friend, my sister, my mentor. You have taught me more than you know. for that I'm gratefull and will always be. I'll be waiting for you!

Naya: the ghetto vampira of the crew! you have been w/ me at the lowest point in my life. If there was only a awy I could repay you! I hope we never lose touch because a sister like you is what I need and always wished for *MUA*

Diane: mi chiquita bella! Due to our distance we never really to go to hang as much as I wanted to but I love you dearly! I know you'd always be there no matter what! same as I would do for you for the rest of my life. This I promise you!

Ang: What to say to you? Although sometimes I don't know how to read you I consider you one of my girls, now & always! I think between all of us, you have been the distant one. whatever your reasoning may be, please remember that just as you where there for me when I needed you......I will always be there for you!

**dedicated to my locas!

 

[Nyasia]

I was thinking of that day too Ness, and of all the weekends we had dinner at angies house and vented till our brains fried!..lolol I cherish those days and hope to make many more great memories with my Locas! Love ya girl😉 "the other Angie" LMAO!

 

[Lamatrix]

How can I say good bye to someone I love like a sister? How can I say goodbye to my lunch buddy? My friend and yes even my confidant. The answer is I can't. You and I have grown close like sisters in this past year. It's like when we all met we were meant to be a part of a sisterhood stronger than anything in this world. Thats why I will not say good bye but good luck to you for all I can do is wish you the best for you and your Family. We will make a promise to keep in touch with each other whether it be by mail or email and phone. Girl I will miss you because now I have no one to talk to during the day via email. You kept me sane while I worked. Dag girl that means that now I will have to work. lol

Mama do you. Make sure that you are happy in all you do. Even though youknow how I feel about you leaving I can't stop you so I will send you off with my love and wishes.

Hasta pronto mi hermanita. Estaremos en Florida jodiendo como lo hicimos aqui en NY! Lets show them Floridians what fun is really about.

 

[nessa's302]

thank u so much ladies.....

 

[Sexyangel329]

Awwwww I just read this I dont come in heere much since I havent written anything but I saw this and new I had to read it. I am a very hard person to get close to and dont open so freely to anyone so it may cause people to think I am a lil puta or just rude but its not I myself have beenn going through my own things and as I always do when I ma I tend to shut people out and handle my business on my own I face the beginning of the rest of my life when my lil principe gets here so it is all I have been able to focus on. I wish you the very best mama and truly hope that what ever choices you make in your life that htey are the best for you and your two children no one should ever vome before them or yourself. I hope your journey is one in which you can find your calm and peace. Family will always be family and in knowing that you should always know that we will always be familia esta pronto mama much love to you chiquita luv ya mama 😉

 

[nessa's302]

awwww sweetie!!! I love u too! I know u have ur reasons and until the day u r ready to let me in i shall be there....please remember in anything you may ever need ur quiet loca is always here!

 

[La Mas Grande]

Mama this past year has been hard, three of my dearest friends either have left or leaving. I'm gonna miss you mama and yeah your right I will do anything to help if i can. i wish you luck sweetie and soon i will be there to.

Love You
Diane