Dead At A Young Age

[sExXxe]

I WALK AWAY WITH HATE IN MY HEART
SHUTTING THE DOORS OF MY WORLD OUT
I SIT AND THINK MAYBE ONE DAY I WILL FIND A WAY
A SIMPLE WAY TO LOVE AGAIN
THAN I SHAKE MY HEAD NO
WITH SO MUCH ANGER BUILT UP
HOW CAN I TRUST OR LOVE AGAIN
YEA I PUSH PEOPLE AWAY
WOULDNT YOU
TRUST AND TRUST ONLY TO GET FUKED
I EMPTY MY HEART AND SOUL OUT
WITH TEARS IN MY EYES
HEAR THE SAME SHIT
BABY ITS OK AND THE PITTY GOES ON
MAYBE ITS JUST A WAY TO SCARE ONE AWAY
IT ALL ENDS WITH SCARS IN THE END
IS LIKE A LOTTERY TICKET AT FIRST
YOU GET ALL XCITED AND EAGER
DONT KNO IF UR A WINNER OR LOSER
U DAYDREAM ABOUT ALL THE THINGS U WANNA DO
AND IMAGINE A HAPPY ENDIN
THAN REALITY HITS AND U FALL FLAT ON UR FACE AGAIN
YOU LOOSE
U ASK ME WHY IM SO ANGRY AT THE WORLD
I SAY I DONT KNO MAYBE ITS FROM WHAT I HAVE SEEN AND LEARNED
YEA IM YOUNG AND I AM GOIN TO SEE ALOT MORE ON THIS JOURNEY AHEAD
TELL ME TO KEEP STRONG AND MOVE ON
I BUILT A FACE TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD IS NOT REAL IS FAKE
EVERYTIME I DO TRY TO OPEN UP.. DAMN IS IT A MISTAKE
MY INSIDE IS TORN APART, I TRY TO CRY OUT BUT NOONE HEARS MY CRIES
I ASK WHY ME DAMN WAS I HATED SO MUCH
THAN I SAY FUK IT FUK EVERYBODY AND ANOTHER DAY GOES ON
IM TIRED OF ALL I HAVE SEEN
CANT HANDLE NOMORE PAIN
I PROMISE MYSELF NEVER AGAIN WILL I POUR OUT MY HEART AND SOUL TO ANOTHER
BRINGS TEARS TO MY EYES TO SAY
MY HEART IS DEAD AT A YOUNG AGE

 

[FantasyGerl]

awwwwwww ma i feel u on this completely... n im even younga then u... 🙂 good look n keep ur head high sweetie!

 

[Crystal2001]

OMG thats so deep and it does happen...Its so sad to know though...I wont ever let my heart die at my age because there is so much out there.

Great writing mama.

 

[DESTINY11]

Dang this gave me chills.. good to let the anger out though, Crystal is right, we always think its the end... and really its just the begining of something new without what you thought brought the end. Time heals or so they say... I hope you heal mama.. Great Poem

 

[sExXxe]

THANK U MY LOVELY LADIES..LOL I HAVE TEARS IN MY EYES. ITS GOOD KNO IM NOT OUT THERE ALONE! MUAHZZZZZZ AND CRYSTAL U BETTER LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES