taezee
Well-known member
theres a door thats been closed and sealed for a long time in my heart....i forgot over the years..what it was that was in that room..only that many people came and tried to get in without success..most leaving in tears of frustration or much distress..and me standing there wondering whats the big deal..i dont even know whats in there...what can they feel?....what are they looking for in there anyway?...and so it continued..day after day....knocking, prying.. ..kicking with force..and i standing there laughing without any remorse...how foolish they are why cant they see..theres others to love why do they choose me? for i locked that door a long time ago to give myself assurance that tears would not flow..again from my eyes ..as i feel the pain.. of a love gone wrong..and trying to stay sane ... well now the doors open and i dont know how..she came through the backway where no ones allowed..and there she is laughing and asking me to come see..whats in the room she says its the real me..and as the door opens wider i feel a familiar stirring inside..of special feelings that ive tried to hide as i stand there outwitted and not knowing were to begin..she takes my hand and says baby please just come in....
