Heavenly
New member
Seems your memory is fading
Your smile doesn't haunt me anymore
I'm no longer praying
For you to walk back through that door
This doesn't mean that I don't still love you dear
Just more like my head isn't filled with such delusions
I now can see thru the haze, everything is so clear
I'm at the end of the maze.... My final conclusion
You never loved me nor did you ever care
How is it that I was so blind I asked myself?
Lord knows to ask that question outloud.... No no that I wouldn't dare
No questions like that should never reveal themselves
They should be hidden as if they were buried treasure
Like precious gems that are beautiful to look at but can never hold
Map of memories that only bring pain not pleasure
No none of these stories should ever be told
So with that I buried those memories into the deep regions of my heart
Take that map and burn it so noone can ever try to resurface it
Leave all evidence of you behind and begin a new start
So now its my turn to walk away and forget
So one by one I wipe away all those tears
How does it feel now knowing you have been erased
You're no longer exist to me nor were you ever here
Everything is gone every last trace
Heaven
4/21/05
Your smile doesn't haunt me anymore
I'm no longer praying
For you to walk back through that door
This doesn't mean that I don't still love you dear
Just more like my head isn't filled with such delusions
I now can see thru the haze, everything is so clear
I'm at the end of the maze.... My final conclusion
You never loved me nor did you ever care
How is it that I was so blind I asked myself?
Lord knows to ask that question outloud.... No no that I wouldn't dare
No questions like that should never reveal themselves
They should be hidden as if they were buried treasure
Like precious gems that are beautiful to look at but can never hold
Map of memories that only bring pain not pleasure
No none of these stories should ever be told
So with that I buried those memories into the deep regions of my heart
Take that map and burn it so noone can ever try to resurface it
Leave all evidence of you behind and begin a new start
So now its my turn to walk away and forget
So one by one I wipe away all those tears
How does it feel now knowing you have been erased
You're no longer exist to me nor were you ever here
Everything is gone every last trace
Heaven
4/21/05
