are any of u reading my story just curious

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I am.



I sense a battle withing you. A torture somewhere that bothered the soul. A darkness that needed some light.

"BUT THE REUNION OF SOME OF THE MOST IMPORTANT SOULS IN MY LIFE BROUGHT THIS OVER WHELMING FEELING OF HAPPINESS TO ME."

You are someone far away from most. Your status makes you this way. People new to you see the outside. Those that new you then, know you best. It reminds you of the days when you were just you.

"I FLEW TO BE WITH AZEEL TO EXPRESS HOW NO MATTER HOW LONG THROUGH TIME AND SPACE I WILL LOVE HER AND FOR THE FIRST TIME WE COMMITED THE HEAVENLY SIN OF ANGELS MAKING LOVE."

Your sexuality has no borders, limits, or guilts. You question why the act of sex is considered sinfull where as to you. It's a beautiful expression. Your three souls, three different beings to you. Three different levels of soul. A darkness, a light, a mortal.

You grew up alone. You were raised by someone alone. You said you fell in love easy. Your longing for a companion.


Your story is quiet facinating, a window into your true soul. I commend you, not everyone is capable of doing this. Sandra Bonilla? Now that rings a bell. I wonder is it was the same, but then again. It's a common name.
 
cool your reading but though i use myself as the main character all that has happened is not me .great insight though real good that what i wanted people to see about him
its based one some of my life and some of my friends lives as well
 
I am reading as well and I am stunned at your skills. It's not often I can read something that captures my attention the way you have with your story. I think you should publish it. Please go on.
 
well im sorry to say I have not read the story But I will try my best to read it just for you k
 
As I continue your journey, I sense a great pain here. You were always alone and then your mom kicks you out because of the dead beat step dad. There is an anger there and a bitterness toward your mother.

Cindy,

Mom was Italian, Father Argentinian. Both racist because of your Rican blood. Hurts doesn't it. Been there once, felt that tension.
But that challenged you to hold on, to prove them different. To break that barrier that the parents placed before you. Cindy didn't matter much, I mean your moment with Samantha spoke loud.

Millie,

You had a spoft spot at first. 3 months without love making is strong. With the sexual experience you had, restraint was not easy. Then IT HAPPENED. The retraint grew fangs and bit you. You found someone in a moment that needed you and you fell. "Two -Timer" aren't we all though? But it always comes with a price to pay. Losing Millie was the penance. Still feel the guilt, still hear her name?

My mortal half laughs................
 
let me know when ur finished.
then i'll print it all out.

my eyes hurt :freek
 
me 2..tini nice look, that's what I look like right now!.lolol
 
:freek and even though we look like this <- we can't stop reading. I got no work done today. 😀
 
Is this is what being mind-f#@$ed is supposed to feel like? LOL, that s$#% is pretty intense, Kay....although the part about "Vito Cama De Agua" drowning in the waterbed had me rolling.....can't wait for more
 
STUDIED THE BIBLE AND I READ THE KORAN.............BUT THE WORLD KEPT ME
MOVING ON.....SAT DOWN WITH BUDDAH AND I FOLLOWED THE SUN ....CRYED FOR
THE HORROR OF ARMEGGDON......JEHOVAH TO SCIENTOLOGY..PHILOSOPHY..THE
HUMAN ANATOMY...I,M NO FREE MASON OF CONSPIRACY....NO DOLLAR SIGN TO GET
THE BEST OF ME.....CAUSE IF THE END OF THE WORLD IS COMING THERE IS NO
USE IN RUNNING ................................................... I,VE
FOUGHT FOR LOVE....I,VE FOUGHT FOR LAND......I,VE BEEN THE SLAVE THAT
BECAME A MAN......I BIT THE APPLE THAT SHE HELD IN HER HAND.....MADE THE
PYRAMIDS OUT OF SAND....JUST LIKE "CONFUSIOUS"DEEP WITH THOUGHT IN YOUR
MIND ....I,VE BEEN THE MODEL FOR YOUR "EINSTIEN"........MANY RACES OF
COLORS DIVINE ....INTERPRET THIS IN YOUR OWN MIND...FOR IF THE END OF
THE WORLD IS NEAR ,I WON,T LIVE IN FEAR.......
............................................................................


Religion. This is something that I rarely dive into. Being a Marine I have seen horrors and met many other Marines that have seen worse. I believe in God, I believe there is a purpose for us. I can see you believe in something too, just not sure which one it is. You search for the answers to a better life. We can't all live in fear of the end of the world, you try to find the opposite of that. The verse that mentions everlasting life. The books you've read, all head down different paths toward the same direction. You look for which path you will take.




You talk to yourself. You are your own best companion. You are the one who will listen best to what you say, and care about how you feel. Your Mom doesn't. Her naive generosity annoys you.

MY MOM family doormat nicest person in the world but gets
trampled over..sorry ma got to be real..you lend so much money and get
shit back when you gonna learn ma


You wish she had that edge you do. That hardcore instinct to sense when someone takes advantage of her, like her past relationships. Her shortcomings on life gave you your killer inside.

My mortal half laughs once again...................
 
taz your reading it like its about me one hundred percent and its not this ain't the k7 bible its a story ... but i like what you see
keep going fangs
 
. HOW DO YOU DEFINE FOREVER?
IN MY DICTIONARY IT SAYS..FOREVER .1.for a limitless
time.2.always.3.through all or an indefinite time.....NOW THAT TO ME IS
BULL.. CAUSE I,VE SEEN THINGS FIRST HAND YOU CAN,T DEFINE SOMETHING
THAT JUST IS..THINK ABOUT IT THIS WAY .. HOW COULD YOU ENVISION WHAT YOU
HAVE NOT REACHED ...HOPE "" YEAH THATS GOOD ..BUT LIKE I,VE SAID BEFORE
JUST CAUSE YOU GOT ALL THE PIECES TO THE PUZZLE DON,T MEAN THAT IT ALL
FITS TOGETHER....I,M SORRY I CONFUSED YOU LOOK AT IT LIKE THIS
...NUMBERS ARE INFINITE ..RIGHT ....OK ..COUNT TO THE END WHEN YOU REACH
IT THEN COME BACK. YOU CAN SKIP OR CHEAT BUT ONCE YOU START YOUR NOT
COMING BACK.....ITS ALL A MATTER OF HOW YOU DO IT
...OK..OK.................................................. i got down
on my hands and knees and prayed.....GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO ACCEPT
THE THINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE AND THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I
CAN.BUT MOST OF ALL GIVE ME THE WISDOM TO TELL THE DIFFERENCE.....
FORGIVE ME................


Immortality. A beautiful dream. Just a dream. Do we really know about immortality. You still question life in a sense that, Why are we teased with things that never end. Numbers never end, then why must life. How is somthing as simple as counting up never end? Space, just continues into the dark. Never ends. We are teased with these things, maybe a reminder of something greater given by a greater being. Which is why you still pray on bended knee.
 
:read Good work Kay. I'm really enjoying the stories. They're based on reality which makes it easy to relate to. Keep em coming!!
 
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