lilshygyrl
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since its valentines day tommorow and it sucks! I was wondering what everyones story of their broken heart? if ya wanna tell.i'll tell u why it sucks for me.my story....okay dont laugh im pretty pathedic, anyways, here goes...it all started with the one guy, i met him all the way back in kindergarden, i remember looking at him and being like "Whoa!" and he kept staring at me like he liked me too, he found out i liked him and he beat me up and called me names and stuff, its weird for our class picture i had to stand right next to him, he always struck me as so weird. then years later i met up with him again in junior high again same thing the staring, bickering with eachother, etc.,in high school everyone was talking about us how weird it was that we were always staring and looking at eachother.and we always denined we liked one another, his friends started telling me he liked me, why all my girlfriends were all talking sh1t about it to me telling me all these lies i later found out.i never talked to him about it, I was to chicken.Then he started going out with this real hyper dumb chick, i was so heartbroken.Sometimes, I'd wonder if he went out with her to make me jealous, like he'd walk by me holding hands with her and he'd watch me. I could tell by the look on his face it really hit him how much it hurt me to see that.I knew just by his face that I'd never see him with her again, and I was right.He'd wave to me, and once, he came up to me once like he was gonna talk to me, but his friends some him came up and started talking to him so he turned away from me and started talking to them so I just left.Then, he dropped outta school. school was never the same without him. Sometimes as I drive by that school on my way to work I could almost smell the memories and my heart aches so bad.I felt so close to winning at love, but it got ****ed up. a few years later, luckly, my sister became friends with this girl from school whom i met before, she wanted us to come over and hang out and guess what...he was there, he was friend's with her brother.i thought it would be all good we were all hanging out in the same click with him, untill my girl backstabbing friends started all this crap with me and my sister and ruined it.after that i saw him every now and then driving his car(he lived right by me) he'd look at me as he drove by and squeal his tires as he turned the corner and that was bout it. just last summer i called him, i tried to anyways, i asked for him and he just asked "can i ask who's calling?" and i chicked out and said"aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nevermind" and hung up.i can't even say my name i chocked. he kept calling back leaving his cell # and telling me to call back. oh i wanted to call back but i got so afraid what he'd react when I told him it was me. i kept trying to work up the nerve to call him back but i never did. now ive moved away, not too far but i hear his family's suppossed to be moving too(he still lives with his family) so i dunno maybe it's my problem,maybe i should have called back maybe i should email him through classmates.com, i saw his name in my class list. i dunno, i have a probelm with fear. i just wish if he feels anywhat like i do he'd do something, im too chicken and to shy.i hope im not crazy.
sorry so long so boring...
anyone else with a story??
since valentine day sucks
sorry so long so boring...
anyone else with a story??
since valentine day sucks
