The one thing I need
You weren't meant to give,
The one thing I desire
In you it doesn't live,
The missed calls
and the times you didn't show,
No, You weren't meant for me
not, at all,
You don't want to belong
At least not to me,
A man that struggles because
He refuses to see,
You talked me in and here
now I lay exposed,
My heart breaking, You pretend
as if you don't know,
I uncloaked my heart, body and soul
I bore to you,
You think of me as matter taking up
space like I do,
You are not devine like I thought
Not sweet at all i've been taught,
My professor teaching me that heart's ache
Not like glass, still the same they break,
I am not invinsible, I am skin and flesh
You see past and beyond me as I profess,
My love knew no bounds till the piercing
began in my chest,
Now I run for comfort in my bed, asprin for
my head, so I attest,
Dressing the flesh and binding it like
excavated remains,
I feel the rain, can you hear the sound
that it makes,
Wheeping silently in my box, shut so tightly
till you fade,
Like a distant memory, then out of mind you return
Still playing the same game,
Giving me that same penetrating gaze
Puppy eyed apologizing in the same frame,
But, you weren't meant for me an I have
learned,
I wasn't meant for you, not the suffering
or the burns,
Your presence hurts, thoughts of you I'd return
There's no line that would take you from my mind,
No waiting period before I wrap your ilussion
No receipt to prove I had you, so I hide,
You weren't meant to come to me, It was a mistake
I can't erase my brush with you, no matter the steps i'd take,
I wasn't meant to hurt for you, it can't be love you gave
You weren't meant for me, a dark angel, just a mistake...
You weren't meant to give,
The one thing I desire
In you it doesn't live,
The missed calls
and the times you didn't show,
No, You weren't meant for me
not, at all,
You don't want to belong
At least not to me,
A man that struggles because
He refuses to see,
You talked me in and here
now I lay exposed,
My heart breaking, You pretend
as if you don't know,
I uncloaked my heart, body and soul
I bore to you,
You think of me as matter taking up
space like I do,
You are not devine like I thought
Not sweet at all i've been taught,
My professor teaching me that heart's ache
Not like glass, still the same they break,
I am not invinsible, I am skin and flesh
You see past and beyond me as I profess,
My love knew no bounds till the piercing
began in my chest,
Now I run for comfort in my bed, asprin for
my head, so I attest,
Dressing the flesh and binding it like
excavated remains,
I feel the rain, can you hear the sound
that it makes,
Wheeping silently in my box, shut so tightly
till you fade,
Like a distant memory, then out of mind you return
Still playing the same game,
Giving me that same penetrating gaze
Puppy eyed apologizing in the same frame,
But, you weren't meant for me an I have
learned,
I wasn't meant for you, not the suffering
or the burns,
Your presence hurts, thoughts of you I'd return
There's no line that would take you from my mind,
No waiting period before I wrap your ilussion
No receipt to prove I had you, so I hide,
You weren't meant to come to me, It was a mistake
I can't erase my brush with you, no matter the steps i'd take,
I wasn't meant to hurt for you, it can't be love you gave
You weren't meant for me, a dark angel, just a mistake...
