This almost made me cry....

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This isn't my writing, a girl wrote this to me, we were never really hooked up, but we both were very much in love with each other.... religion drove us apart though... her words:

you called yesterday to basicallly say
that you care for me
but that you're just not in love
immediately I pretended
to be feeling similarily
and led you to believe I was o.k
to just walk away from the one thing
that's unyielding and sacred to me

well I guess I'm trying to be
nonchalant about it
and I'm trying to extremes
to prove I'm fine without you
but in reality, I'm slowly losing my mind
underneath the guise of a smile
gradually I'm dying inside

friends ask me how I feel
and I lie convincingly
cause I don't want to reveal
the fact that I'm suffering

so I wear my disguise
till I go home at night
and I turn down the lights
and then I break down and cry

so waht do you do
when somebody you're devoted to
suddenly just stops loving you
and it seems they haven't got a clue
of the pain that rejection is putting you through
do you cling to your pride
and sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say: "How dare you leave this way"
or do you hold on in vain as they just slip away?

Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality, I'm slowly loosing my my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside....




p.s. i just want to say, love doesn't conquer all, it isn't undying, it isn't eternal... and though you love with all your heart, theres obstacles that just can't be broken... i've come to the realization that there really are some things more important than love.... one. Midnight <the eternalist>
 
is it?? oh, i didn't know that... i don't really listen to Mariah... well, my friend never claimed it to be her own work... she just sent me the words... i just assumed.
well, Mariah did a good job....
 
infact

the song explains exactly how i feel and how im breakin down inside.. like u said love isnt the only improtant thing in life, bc it cuts like a knife.
 
you're so right...

Sexxe, you're right... we all go through that time, atleast once.... but many don't come to the realization that love isn't all its cracked up to be... romantacists and poets glamorize it as the only motive of living, but theres soo much more....

....whateva it is you're going through, i hope you make it out soon, and my prayers are with you...
one.luv
 
Yep "Love Stinks"!! It's funny how the thing that can give you so much joy can also cause a wound sooo deep it cuts into your soul! You really can be affected by bad held in emotions. Every week I go through it with someone I guess I'm not supposed to love but I do. I have been just friends with her. Unfortunately I keep my feelings and negative things I would like to say to myself. I'm sacrificing for the greater good. I'm being Noble. I wish you guys alot of luck in your situations!! Hopefully everything will turn out better soon!! Take care and keep it real!!!!
 
wow babes..thank you for sharing that with us!! She must have really felt for ya..beautiful!! and Midnight..where have ya been???..LOL!! I miss ya!!!!
 
Hey sweety, like i replied on your Birthday Shoutout.... i've been really bizzy with school, its a hectic time. But theres only 2 more weeks, then i'll be flooding the message board like crazy.... i miss you... talk to you soon...
bai bai
 
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