taezee
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i wrote this for someone i know who was having a very dificult divorce..a special girl ..its also for anyone who had the courage to walk away and find something better hope you enjoy...Javi
THE ABYSS
Dont push me cause im close to the edge..was tired of not getting the things that were pledged..respect ..honor..love.. which was never given to me.. took me a while but i finally did see..so i walked to the edge to look out at what i had feared..all the time i had wasted all of the years...passed all of that time thinking there was nothing else..living in denial..lying to myself..seeing that as i put my feelings on a shelf..i was with someone who only loved themself...and so came the day i had to let go..the love that i had died painfully ..it had died slow...could no longer just play the role..my life was in turmoil..had to take control..so i closed my eyes and did what was last on my list..pushed away from the edge and into the abyss..as i found myself falling fast away from you...realized something that had always been true..i am worth loving ..i am strong too..was just being held down by the weight that was you..now as i flew down as a bird in flight...knew what i did took everything but knew it was right..i thought about the impact thought i would die..but something was reassuring me from deep inside..as the ground came closer i braced but then slowed down...there was no more gravity i just floated and found...a peace and a calm and a smile..no weight no longer..remembering what dont kill you will make you stronger..as my feet touched lightly i just kept on walking..felt the scars in my heart and a soft voice was talking...telling me that it would be okay..it woulkd be fine..the scars would heal it just takes a little time...had conquered my fears and i know this..the freedom i gained was from the abyss.......:hearton
THE ABYSS
Dont push me cause im close to the edge..was tired of not getting the things that were pledged..respect ..honor..love.. which was never given to me.. took me a while but i finally did see..so i walked to the edge to look out at what i had feared..all the time i had wasted all of the years...passed all of that time thinking there was nothing else..living in denial..lying to myself..seeing that as i put my feelings on a shelf..i was with someone who only loved themself...and so came the day i had to let go..the love that i had died painfully ..it had died slow...could no longer just play the role..my life was in turmoil..had to take control..so i closed my eyes and did what was last on my list..pushed away from the edge and into the abyss..as i found myself falling fast away from you...realized something that had always been true..i am worth loving ..i am strong too..was just being held down by the weight that was you..now as i flew down as a bird in flight...knew what i did took everything but knew it was right..i thought about the impact thought i would die..but something was reassuring me from deep inside..as the ground came closer i braced but then slowed down...there was no more gravity i just floated and found...a peace and a calm and a smile..no weight no longer..remembering what dont kill you will make you stronger..as my feet touched lightly i just kept on walking..felt the scars in my heart and a soft voice was talking...telling me that it would be okay..it woulkd be fine..the scars would heal it just takes a little time...had conquered my fears and i know this..the freedom i gained was from the abyss.......:hearton
