There was alot of trembling and alot of crying
I wondered then could I be dying,
I heard the words, though muffled I heard them clear
It was her biggest mistake and biggest fear,
I felt the hands on the other side
Asking "Why Me" "God Why"
How I wished I could make it better
I couldn't read her sad letters,
Though she'd hoped to show me some day
She couldn't find the way, so she prayed,
I'd imagined she was beautiful and kind
Didn't know why she cried all the time,
I wished I could make it better but, was it my fault
Did I cause the pain, I didn't understand at all,
She whispered as she whept, "God just let me Die"
I can't take it anymore, "Take me tonight"
Why did the girl think of suicide
Why couldn't I just make it right,
I fell frail as the time went on
She couldn't eat she, was far gone,
Lost and afraid, kept to herself
until the last day,
We traveled to a quite place
and there we stayed,
She fought not to go away
He said if not now then another day,
Voices were loud
Didn't know what they spoke about,
She was afraid
I felt her shake,
Heard her say
"No one hurt me"
"No one is forcing me"
Then she whept alone and prayed,
She came out of a place
I felt her hiding her face,
Holding on from the other side
Begging forgivness for not making it right,
She wanted to run but, where would she go
To ashamed to speak it remained untold,
Hours passed and she spoke aloud
I have to say goodbye now,
I have to let you go
and it hurts my heart so,
The pain is heavy
I don't know if I'm ready,
But, there coming from down the hall
From this moment on i'll never stand tall,
Please God forgive me for all of my sin
I know I'll carry this weight forever within,
So she lay there numb, tears rolling down her face
Pouring endlessly out of her heart to an unknown place,
And I traveled to the world for the very first time
I saw my mothers swollen eyes,
And understood why it was she cried,
I wanted to hold her in my arms
Tell her i'd carry her in my heart,
But, the light called on me from above
So I drifted away watching her hurt,
She never did sleep the same again
Dreams of me tormented her then,
She stills sees me sometimes
And wonders what if and why,
I want to tell her that heaven is forgiving
Not just for the dead, for the living,
To tell her I wait for her to come
and I watch her from up above,
Tell I'm proud of the women she's become
I'm not angry at the girl that she was...
Don't cry for me anymore time has gone
I promise you will over come,
Mistakes are made you've had time to learn
Don't blame yourself it is not their concern..
I have watched you, God forgives and undestands
We will hold eachother someday, someday in heaven...
I wondered then could I be dying,
I heard the words, though muffled I heard them clear
It was her biggest mistake and biggest fear,
I felt the hands on the other side
Asking "Why Me" "God Why"
How I wished I could make it better
I couldn't read her sad letters,
Though she'd hoped to show me some day
She couldn't find the way, so she prayed,
I'd imagined she was beautiful and kind
Didn't know why she cried all the time,
I wished I could make it better but, was it my fault
Did I cause the pain, I didn't understand at all,
She whispered as she whept, "God just let me Die"
I can't take it anymore, "Take me tonight"
Why did the girl think of suicide
Why couldn't I just make it right,
I fell frail as the time went on
She couldn't eat she, was far gone,
Lost and afraid, kept to herself
until the last day,
We traveled to a quite place
and there we stayed,
She fought not to go away
He said if not now then another day,
Voices were loud
Didn't know what they spoke about,
She was afraid
I felt her shake,
Heard her say
"No one hurt me"
"No one is forcing me"
Then she whept alone and prayed,
She came out of a place
I felt her hiding her face,
Holding on from the other side
Begging forgivness for not making it right,
She wanted to run but, where would she go
To ashamed to speak it remained untold,
Hours passed and she spoke aloud
I have to say goodbye now,
I have to let you go
and it hurts my heart so,
The pain is heavy
I don't know if I'm ready,
But, there coming from down the hall
From this moment on i'll never stand tall,
Please God forgive me for all of my sin
I know I'll carry this weight forever within,
So she lay there numb, tears rolling down her face
Pouring endlessly out of her heart to an unknown place,
And I traveled to the world for the very first time
I saw my mothers swollen eyes,
And understood why it was she cried,
I wanted to hold her in my arms
Tell her i'd carry her in my heart,
But, the light called on me from above
So I drifted away watching her hurt,
She never did sleep the same again
Dreams of me tormented her then,
She stills sees me sometimes
And wonders what if and why,
I want to tell her that heaven is forgiving
Not just for the dead, for the living,
To tell her I wait for her to come
and I watch her from up above,
Tell I'm proud of the women she's become
I'm not angry at the girl that she was...
Don't cry for me anymore time has gone
I promise you will over come,
Mistakes are made you've had time to learn
Don't blame yourself it is not their concern..
I have watched you, God forgives and undestands
We will hold eachother someday, someday in heaven...
