She my angel

[silentmorning]

I had a crush on my neighbor back in the days.Her parents were and still are cool with me.Her sister can be a brat sometimes but shes alright too.We grew up together I was the the type to always have the freestyle gear all the time back in the days.She was always downstairs listening or borrowing my freestyle records or borrowing my jackets you know the 3/4 lengths denim jackets not gonna metion the brand but it was a very popular jacket back in the days.And can't forget the rubber bracelets remember those?
I've always had a crush on her.When I got the courage to tell her well it sort of was too late.She had a boyfriend in which she later married.But it felt good to tell her and to hear that she did too have a crush on me.I still have a crush on her after all of these years.
Though life has moved on for the both of us,when I do see her either at her parents house or at a get together we always look at each other with a smile.Is it bad to ever wonder what if or, well shes married now and God forgive me but if down the road things don't work out,I mean,is this bad to wonder?I don't wish her bad in the future believe me I don't.Its just hard not to think what if.....

 

[Putana]

Life is full of "what ifs" Silent! That must be hard...seeing her every now & then, knowing how U guys felt about each other back in the day!

My Jr. high crush didn't know I liked her until after I moved to Florida (i told her in the form of a letter)...she wrote back...and it turns out SHE liked ME also! I kick myself in the head for not ever saying anything when I lived in NY! She, to this day, remains my DREAM girl! She was everything I ever wanted in a girl!

What could've been.....🙁

 

[Rolando]

I'm Sorry to hear this guys...

how's the life of "Romance" been for you lately?

Keep Your Heads Up 🙂

 

[silentmorning]

Right now I'm single Rolando but I go out alot to the club scene.
Putana hang in there man.Those most important thing is that you got your closure and its something you can cherish forever.Save that letter!

 

[Rolando]

Yeah Definately, nothing's over yet!

a chance will come your way again, if you haven't already found what you've been looking for or waiting for.

"Love" is a *Precious thing huh ? 😉

Later,

 

[FreestyleGoddes]

Yeah i kick myself in the head everytime i think of what could of been if i would have married Angel. That is my true love for life and that is no doubt. Now he is married to somebody else. I wish him the best, but i always wonder what if?

 

[Heavenly]

Wow this is weird that you guys brought this up

I just saw my old Jr High Crush again (well he had a bigger crush on me) ....he works at the body shop where I took my car. The minute we saw each other we recognize one another and immediately exchanged numbers. He called me later that day and has been calling me ever since. I asked him why he and I never hooked up and he said he never thought I was interested. Anyways the other day I wrote him an email telling him that I wanted to get to know him better, be a lil more than just friends and well he hasn't responded and now I'm freaking out. The thing is HE KNOWS I sent him an email....cuz I had mentioned it to him the next day and he said he would read it but that is the last time I heard from him. So maybe I scared him away or something....who knows.

I don't believe in Fate or Destiny anymore in a sense, but I do believe people come into your life for various reasons......I just want to know why he came into mine.

 

[Krystal]

Heaven! Hang in there ma! You'll find out what you need to know! And I'm sure you didn't scare him off! Maybe something unexpected came up and he just hasn't had a chance to read the email! 🙂

 

[Heavenly]

Thanks WITCHY!!!! I hope so cuz I would feel like a TOTAL IDIOT :crap