Dayer
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This is a story
Of a girl I once knew
Of the pain in her like
& the things she went through
About how she would think
& of what she would say
The day she'd come out with
"Guess what Mom, I'm gay."
But that day never happened
Her life ended too quick
For she was told (by her pastor)
In her mind she was "sick"
& that all of those thoughts
& those feelings inside
Were all works of the devil
So she felt she must hide
& she ran to the basement
Then she bolted the door
She downed several pills, crying
"I can't take anymore!"
She just wanted to sleep
No, she wanted to die
Actually, she just wanted
An answer to why
Why was it wrong
To feel as she did
So dying & crying
In that basement she hid
Through stoned contemplation
She figured at last
That the reason she loved her
Was because of her past
& she cried as she wished
He never did things to her
Because, if he hadn't
Things could be how they were
(Supposed to be) "but they can't now"
(She thought), "Because too much was changed
On that night Daddy came in
All Drunk & deranged"
& her Mom never knew
Well at least, she had hoped
Cause if Mom ever found out
Surely, she would not cope
But none of this mattered
For soon she'd be dead
& those nightmares would fade
(About giving him head)
Her peaceful, sleeping bliss
Interrupted by rage
Of a man who had craved sex
With girls underaged
Ravaged & raped she was
While Mommy slept
& when it was over
Back to bed, Daddy crept
"Tell someone & I'll kill you"
Echoed in her ears
As into the shadows
A monster disappeared
& that was 10 years ago
Nancy was only 8
& now in the basement
Drugs were tempting her fate
You see, Daddy had left them
Back when Nancy was 10
Which enhanced even more
Her new hatred for men
So she dropped out of school
& she lost lots of weight
All of that was because
Of that night she was 8
& she realized that now
As her life slipped away
Cause she feared coming out with
"Guess what Mom? I'm gay!"
A life taken too soon
A life ended in shame
& I tell you this story
So this girl has a name
Nancy, she was
18 & in love
With a girl named...forget that
What was I speaking of?
Oh yes, about nancy
Suicide, 92
Oh shit, that was the year
When I turned 18 too...
Of a girl I once knew
Of the pain in her like
& the things she went through
About how she would think
& of what she would say
The day she'd come out with
"Guess what Mom, I'm gay."
But that day never happened
Her life ended too quick
For she was told (by her pastor)
In her mind she was "sick"
& that all of those thoughts
& those feelings inside
Were all works of the devil
So she felt she must hide
& she ran to the basement
Then she bolted the door
She downed several pills, crying
"I can't take anymore!"
She just wanted to sleep
No, she wanted to die
Actually, she just wanted
An answer to why
Why was it wrong
To feel as she did
So dying & crying
In that basement she hid
Through stoned contemplation
She figured at last
That the reason she loved her
Was because of her past
& she cried as she wished
He never did things to her
Because, if he hadn't
Things could be how they were
(Supposed to be) "but they can't now"
(She thought), "Because too much was changed
On that night Daddy came in
All Drunk & deranged"
& her Mom never knew
Well at least, she had hoped
Cause if Mom ever found out
Surely, she would not cope
But none of this mattered
For soon she'd be dead
& those nightmares would fade
(About giving him head)
Her peaceful, sleeping bliss
Interrupted by rage
Of a man who had craved sex
With girls underaged
Ravaged & raped she was
While Mommy slept
& when it was over
Back to bed, Daddy crept
"Tell someone & I'll kill you"
Echoed in her ears
As into the shadows
A monster disappeared
& that was 10 years ago
Nancy was only 8
& now in the basement
Drugs were tempting her fate
You see, Daddy had left them
Back when Nancy was 10
Which enhanced even more
Her new hatred for men
So she dropped out of school
& she lost lots of weight
All of that was because
Of that night she was 8
& she realized that now
As her life slipped away
Cause she feared coming out with
"Guess what Mom? I'm gay!"
A life taken too soon
A life ended in shame
& I tell you this story
So this girl has a name
Nancy, she was
18 & in love
With a girl named...forget that
What was I speaking of?
Oh yes, about nancy
Suicide, 92
Oh shit, that was the year
When I turned 18 too...
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