tiggergurl1223
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It’s not easy living the life I live, with my parents that fight a lot. And all I seem to see is the pain in my mom’s eyes. All she does is whimper and cry, sometimes I think she just wants to die. Mommy never wants to hurt me, but she doesn’t know what else to do for me.
She’s trying to get daddy to split. So I can feel safe again. Because daddy is the guy on every street corner who doesn’t know how to control his anger or how to show he cares. He makes it seem like I mean the world to him, like I’m an angel from above, who only needs his love.
So all I can really do is say, “Why do I live this way?” And I have to think back to myself “it’s not my fault.” I don’t know who to chose, I love them both. But who do I need and depend on more? Which will it be? Which one loves me?
I don’t always get along with my brother. He’s 15 and lives a crazy life. I’m pretty sure he thinks “She’s 13 just a baby right?” But I want to tell him that I’ve been to Hell and back.
No matter how hard I try I can’t escape the way I feel. All I need is one wish. A wish that I can make come true, a wish for just you and me. How long have I made this work? How long have I tried to hide the way I feel? Well I can’t anymore. I just want to be me, and set my feelings free.
She’s trying to get daddy to split. So I can feel safe again. Because daddy is the guy on every street corner who doesn’t know how to control his anger or how to show he cares. He makes it seem like I mean the world to him, like I’m an angel from above, who only needs his love.
So all I can really do is say, “Why do I live this way?” And I have to think back to myself “it’s not my fault.” I don’t know who to chose, I love them both. But who do I need and depend on more? Which will it be? Which one loves me?
I don’t always get along with my brother. He’s 15 and lives a crazy life. I’m pretty sure he thinks “She’s 13 just a baby right?” But I want to tell him that I’ve been to Hell and back.
No matter how hard I try I can’t escape the way I feel. All I need is one wish. A wish that I can make come true, a wish for just you and me. How long have I made this work? How long have I tried to hide the way I feel? Well I can’t anymore. I just want to be me, and set my feelings free.
