FantasyGerl
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I wonder what it's like to die.
I wonder what it's like to say my last goodbye.
I wonder what it's like to pop those pills.
That pill that time after time repeatedly kills.
I wonder what it's like to slit my wrist.
Slit my wrist cuz i'm so fuqin pissed.
I wonder what it's like to put a gun to my head.
Pull the trigger and bleed till I'm dead.
I wonder what it's like to put a rope around my throat.
And right before i pull it, right a suicide note.
Jumping of a bridge, how cool would that be?
Would i drown to death, or would the fall alone kill me?
or maybe i could overdose on drugs and needles instead,
at least I'll get some pleasure,before i'm dead.
I made my decision, i'll cut my wrist as I graze my skin with the knife,I wonder will I be
missed?
in my hands I hold this knife,
this is the perfect way to end my life.
I hate this world, i hate my life,
I hate school too.
No one understands all the s*it I go through.
But before I go, there's a few things
I want my little brother to know.
I'm sorry I wont be there
to read to you and kiss you goodnight, or how to treat
a girl right.
"i miss my sister, where is she" you'll say
"why cant i see her, just for one more day?"
you're only 12, you wont understand.
I wish I had more time just
to give you one last kiss,
I'm gonna miss this world, I lived
in it for nearly 16 years.
Regret comes over me, as I wipe away my tears.
I'm bleeding so much now,
what am I doing? what have I done?
I fought a war for 16 years
yet I have not won.
I gave into sadness, and
depression was calling my name.
Yet I never bothered to get help,
I gave into the pain.
I am so selfish, what will my parents think?
i can see their faces now,
as their hearts sink.
They'll find me dead, soon it wont be long,
they'll ask over and over
"where did it go wrong?"
No! i cant die! i have to give life another try,
i have to get to a phone,
i scream but i am all alone.
i am to weak too move, i am
too weak to speak.
i lie here in shock and watch
my blood pour and leak.
i die slowly as i say the word bye.
There it is it's over i have said
my last goodbye.
I wonder what it's like to say my last goodbye.
I wonder what it's like to pop those pills.
That pill that time after time repeatedly kills.
I wonder what it's like to slit my wrist.
Slit my wrist cuz i'm so fuqin pissed.
I wonder what it's like to put a gun to my head.
Pull the trigger and bleed till I'm dead.
I wonder what it's like to put a rope around my throat.
And right before i pull it, right a suicide note.
Jumping of a bridge, how cool would that be?
Would i drown to death, or would the fall alone kill me?
or maybe i could overdose on drugs and needles instead,
at least I'll get some pleasure,before i'm dead.
I made my decision, i'll cut my wrist as I graze my skin with the knife,I wonder will I be
missed?
in my hands I hold this knife,
this is the perfect way to end my life.
I hate this world, i hate my life,
I hate school too.
No one understands all the s*it I go through.
But before I go, there's a few things
I want my little brother to know.
I'm sorry I wont be there
to read to you and kiss you goodnight, or how to treat
a girl right.
"i miss my sister, where is she" you'll say
"why cant i see her, just for one more day?"
you're only 12, you wont understand.
I wish I had more time just
to give you one last kiss,
I'm gonna miss this world, I lived
in it for nearly 16 years.
Regret comes over me, as I wipe away my tears.
I'm bleeding so much now,
what am I doing? what have I done?
I fought a war for 16 years
yet I have not won.
I gave into sadness, and
depression was calling my name.
Yet I never bothered to get help,
I gave into the pain.
I am so selfish, what will my parents think?
i can see their faces now,
as their hearts sink.
They'll find me dead, soon it wont be long,
they'll ask over and over
"where did it go wrong?"
No! i cant die! i have to give life another try,
i have to get to a phone,
i scream but i am all alone.
i am to weak too move, i am
too weak to speak.
i lie here in shock and watch
my blood pour and leak.
i die slowly as i say the word bye.
There it is it's over i have said
my last goodbye.
