Just when i think things are going well

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Edalgiere

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i am less then a month from my degree; got a great new job; new relationship thats going decently well so far i should be happy right? was hoping that maybe in a year that i might be able to finaly move out on my own. but i now have to deal with a brother who is losing his eyesight have to drive him around when not working or in school. parents in there early 80's with my mom having been diagnosed with cancer
my dads abilty to drive is being impaired. s

i am sorry to trouble all of u with this but have no one to turn to (krystal evidence #1 in why i think i am pathetic) the stress of all of this is starting to get to me.

most of my life have always been there for others whether a shoulder to cry on or just to talk to. my parents always said i was blessed with a lot of compassion and for the most part put the feelings and needs of others
ahead of my own. and that is what i am trying to change in me because
when ever i need to turn to someone i hear the sounds of crickets and not much more 🙁 sorry again for this
 
Oh sweetie

I am so sorry that this is happening to you. I wish I could give you a great big hug and let you know things are going to be alright. I feel this way Ed, God is testing you right now. Yes I know you might this is bs, but listen to me. God tests all of us everyday to see if we can make it through and he records them in his book upstairs. I know that it is going to be hard right now. Believe me, I know all too well. God is testing me again. This test I am going to win. And I know this test that He is giving you right now, will make you stronger, and you will win this test.

Dont ever doubt your ability. Prayer does work and believe me prayer is powerful.

Much Love and Blessings

Jennifer
 
get your brother to apply for SSI and get him medicaid- and some services in caring for him,,,, u have a ife and not to sound mean.. but I know how family can be I understand your parents may not be able to care for your sib- so I suggest to get some state/county help- SO THAT you don't have to give up your life to care for them. There are services for the blind, and handicap....so u don't have to take days off to drive him around

Good Luck hun!
 
Scuse me Ed but that's not a reason to think your life is pathetic! Consider yourself lucky that you have a life to live however stretched out it is. I know you feel pulled in a million different directions but if it's a burden for you to continue to care for your brother...do as Liz says and get help! As for your parents...talk to your sister in Vermont...tell her you can't do it alone that you need help! You don't have to do this alone and again...no reason for you to consider your life pathetic! And shame on you for feeling that way!
 
krystal what i ment was reason for calling myself that was becasue there is no one for me turn to so i could vent as for my sister she cant shes got a family my brother he has ssi but hes stubborn asd well what really pissed me off was that last friday as soon as i had logged on to chat my brother wanted a ride home didnt have A chance to log out
i get a nasty like text message from a member of cf about how come i was not in chat
 
WTF is messaging you about not bein in the chat? That's no one's business but yours! Sheesh! Some people I swear! UGH!!!!
 
i think jenn has the rght idea.
maybe join a support group. dont do this all by yourself. you need to focus on yourself. you have a new job and a new start at things. dont let the little things get to you. take some time out for yourself. also dont take some things too personal. you have too much to worry about. good luck and i wish the best for you.
 
dont tell me not to take things personal when it looks like there directed at me such as text msg's second i have little personal time for my self all i have is friday night, saturday night and sunday


one bright spot found a convience store near work that had bottles of the old stacker 2 with ephedra so i bought 3 bottles 100's for $12 each
 
hey some people dont have the weekend. all i am saying is take whatever r&r u get can get. u shouldnt have to be stressed all the time. are there taxis for your brother to take? u shouldnt be his caretaker.
 
Edalgiere said:
i just want to know when i can have some what of a normal life
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i hear you ed im the same way when it comes to being responsible good luck sweetie it's like they say god never gives you a bigger cross than you can carry...
 
GUYS PLZ BECAREFUL ephedra/ephedrine is very dangerous. its just like extasy. stacker should also never be taken with alcohol or other caffeine products.

it can cause the same heart problem i have and i never used the product. it will cause your heart to race up to 188 beats per second and can cause shortness of breathe. it takes me 3 days being in the hospital on meds to get back to a resting heart rate. DO YOU WANT THAT??
 
Liz_Torres said:
ED!!

go get more stacker 2..... and I'll buy them off u
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sorry liz that was a stroke of luck i never had any of those problems
i was even using the pure form. most of the problems with a lot of this stuff is when it is abused i follow the warning to a T x and stacker are 2 different animals stacker is a stimulant speed to be exactly


listen folks i am not saying this stuff is good for everyone believe me it is not but they have had great results for me in the past some of us need stuff like this its more of a way to help thats why they are called supplments
 
years after stacker = :buggin

you may feel like this now :fkinaman but u r really doing this to yourself :nutz
 
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