sweetheart
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- FREESTYLE??? WHAT FREESTYLE???
FRIENDS IS WHAT YOU WANTED US TO BE
BUT NOW HERE YOU ARE TRYING TO GET BACK WITH ME
I'M NOT FEELING RIGHT ABOUT THIS AND YOU HAVE ME CONFUSED
DO YOU HONESTLY LOVE ME, OR AM I JUST BEING USED?
I CAN'T SEEM TO KEEP MYSELF IN CONTROL WHEN YOU COME AROUND
EVEN THOUGH IN COUNTLESS TIMES YOU HAVE PUT ME DOWN
I DON'T WANT YOU, BUT THEN I DO?
I HATE MYSELF BECAUSE MY LOVE FOR YOU IS STILL SO TRUE
I CAN'T LOOK YOU IN THE EYES BECAUSE THEY TAKE ME AWAY
YOU THEN SEEM TO DISAPPEAR THE VERY NEXT DAY
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH
BECAUSE IN THE MORNING YOU ARE WHAT I MISS SO MUCH
HONESTY AND MATURITY YOU KNOW NOTHING OF
PLAYING GAMES AND GIVING PAIN IS WHAT YOU TRULY LOVE
I TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHY YOU ARE THE WAY YOU ARE
BUT YOU HIDE YOURSELF SO WELL, HIDE ALL YOUR VISIABLE SCARS
NO NEED TO TAKE YOUR PAIN OUT ON ME, JUST BECAUSE OF HER
I WASN'T THE ONE WHO HURT YOU, I WASN'T THE ONE WHO LEFT YOU ALONE TO SUFFER
ALL I EVER TRIED TO DO WAS TO KEEP A SMILE ON YOUR FACE
TO KEEP YOU LAUGHING, TO SECURE YOU IN A SAFER PLACE
BUT YOU PLAYED ME ANYWAY AND MY HEART YOU DECIEVED
BUT I GUESS THAT IS WHAT I GET FOR BEING SO UNDERSTANDING AND BEING SO NIEVE
SO I WILL TAKE A STEP BACK AND SAY GOODBYE TO YOU
BECAUSE I SHOULD ALREADY KNOW WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO
I HAVE TO MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE AND YOU I MUST TRY TO FOGET ABOUT
I NO LONGER WANT TO BE USED OR CONFUSED, NO LONGER WANT TO BE IN DOUBT
THE PAIN WILL COME AND GO JUST LIKE BEFORE
BUT THIS TIME I WONT LET YOU BACK IN, BECAUSE I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE
MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL SLOWLY COME TO AN END AND DIE
SO JUST THIS ONCE TRY TO BE SOMEWHAT A MAN AND JUST SAY GOODBYE...
~*~ NOV-16-04 ~*~
BUT NOW HERE YOU ARE TRYING TO GET BACK WITH ME
I'M NOT FEELING RIGHT ABOUT THIS AND YOU HAVE ME CONFUSED
DO YOU HONESTLY LOVE ME, OR AM I JUST BEING USED?
I CAN'T SEEM TO KEEP MYSELF IN CONTROL WHEN YOU COME AROUND
EVEN THOUGH IN COUNTLESS TIMES YOU HAVE PUT ME DOWN
I DON'T WANT YOU, BUT THEN I DO?
I HATE MYSELF BECAUSE MY LOVE FOR YOU IS STILL SO TRUE
I CAN'T LOOK YOU IN THE EYES BECAUSE THEY TAKE ME AWAY
YOU THEN SEEM TO DISAPPEAR THE VERY NEXT DAY
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH
BECAUSE IN THE MORNING YOU ARE WHAT I MISS SO MUCH
HONESTY AND MATURITY YOU KNOW NOTHING OF
PLAYING GAMES AND GIVING PAIN IS WHAT YOU TRULY LOVE
I TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHY YOU ARE THE WAY YOU ARE
BUT YOU HIDE YOURSELF SO WELL, HIDE ALL YOUR VISIABLE SCARS
NO NEED TO TAKE YOUR PAIN OUT ON ME, JUST BECAUSE OF HER
I WASN'T THE ONE WHO HURT YOU, I WASN'T THE ONE WHO LEFT YOU ALONE TO SUFFER
ALL I EVER TRIED TO DO WAS TO KEEP A SMILE ON YOUR FACE
TO KEEP YOU LAUGHING, TO SECURE YOU IN A SAFER PLACE
BUT YOU PLAYED ME ANYWAY AND MY HEART YOU DECIEVED
BUT I GUESS THAT IS WHAT I GET FOR BEING SO UNDERSTANDING AND BEING SO NIEVE
SO I WILL TAKE A STEP BACK AND SAY GOODBYE TO YOU
BECAUSE I SHOULD ALREADY KNOW WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO
I HAVE TO MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE AND YOU I MUST TRY TO FOGET ABOUT
I NO LONGER WANT TO BE USED OR CONFUSED, NO LONGER WANT TO BE IN DOUBT
THE PAIN WILL COME AND GO JUST LIKE BEFORE
BUT THIS TIME I WONT LET YOU BACK IN, BECAUSE I CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE
MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL SLOWLY COME TO AN END AND DIE
SO JUST THIS ONCE TRY TO BE SOMEWHAT A MAN AND JUST SAY GOODBYE...
~*~ NOV-16-04 ~*~
