I'm Saying Goodbye.

[Mysterious Darkness]

I tried I really tried to put the past behind me. But I guess it will always follow me wherever I go. Seems like there is nothing I can do to change all of what's happened before in my life when I was down and miserable. Those of you that know who I am would rather remember me as ORGNTR.

ORGNTR was just a name I would use to fit in. To feel wanted. To feel important. I would use that name to vent out all the pains I was going through in life.

I'm an inspiration to other peoples lives outside the computer. Outside the computer, i'm someone that you wouldn't think would be ORGNTR. I tried to put in my feelings from the outside world into CF and other websites. So people could know me. So they can see who I really am. I knew no one would give me a chance if they knew I was ORGNTR so I got this name. People would go by my actual feelings and not think I was ORGNTR. I wanted to set the record straight. Inspire people. Make friends. Have fun. Do my part to help this music. But my life as ORGNTR will never leave me. Now I have to deal with the consequences.

I was meant to be alone. That's the answer to my question.

 

[Mysterious Darkness]

You guys wont ever have to worry about me going in under other names so whenever you see a funny name posting some funny remarks please don't assume it's me. It could be anyone.

 

[francis]

Be proud of your first and last name instead of using nicknames/pseudo/etc.
Don't forget that your parents gave them to you...just be proud of it. LOL.

I never understood why people need a pseudo or to change regularly of names? Yeah I know... it's an another debate! LOL

And most important keep your own personality.

Have fun Orgntr1, life is so short. 😉

 

[Psycho]

lol

 

[jazzy4u]

Well Mysterious ( Orgntr is the past) what can be done, sometimes when u know u are trying that is what matters. Like francis said what does matter is the name your parents gave you. Good luck pa

 

[crazygirl]

i'm speechless,
:spin

 

[Psycho]

i'm speechless,
:spin

lmao... that surprised huh?

 

[crazygirl]

very surprised

 

[Colombian Harry]

Good riddance.

*Yawn*

 

[crazygirl]

Good riddance.

*Yawn*

:lol

 

[Colombian Harry]

:lol

:lol

 

[Mysterious Darkness]

Ignorance.

 

[Colombian Harry]

Ignorance.

:wave Good bye:wave

 

[crazygirl]

Ignorance.

thats te magic word
HA HA HA
he's back
but not 4 long

 

[Mysterious Darkness]

I'm back but not for long your right. But I can't even say goodbye without people like you guys coming in and post the way you have posted right now. I expected that believe it or not. Laugh. Sure go ahead.

You could choose to believe me or you can choose not to but I advised you guys before to keep it to yourself. It doesn't matter anymore. The vibe is spread.

You know what, I rather see the one's that do laugh at me then not to see them at all and laugh behind me. I invite any that feels the same as these two. In the end, I live by my quote that's all in red.

.................

 

[Lamatrix]

Well at least your honest. That should count for something.

 

[crazygirl]

yet he don't let ppl know that i said that to him, when i read this post that i was proud of him for coming clean to everyone..

 

[Krystal]

Ya know...not for nothing but if you're gonna leave...why post it? Just do it. Posting about it leaves the window open for comments like the ones you got above. :shrug: And that goes for anyone...not just you.

Good luck with whatever.

 

[Colombian Harry]

Ya know...not for nothing but if you're gonna leave...why post it? Just do it.

Ditto.

 

[Colombian Harry]

In the end, I live by my quote that's all in red.

.................

I guess you've been laughing at yourself lately.