If Only I Knew

[shakespeareinluv]

When I see you at night
And it just don’t seem right
When you’re holding his hands
And I can’t understand
Why we’re not together
Why we didn’t last forever
Why you don’t return calls
Now I’m climbing these walls
Why you pretend that you care
And you think that it’s fair
Why I can’t let you go
I’m in love with you so
Now I’m missing you near
So many things that I fear
Why you look so damn good
I’d rewind time if I could
It hurts that we’re through
Tell me what should I do
I’m just so afraid
And you’re far away
Why life is this way
And I miss you each day
How no one could replace
That beautiful face
It hurts and I cry
I cry and I cry
But no one can help
They don’t understand what I felt
And nobody is here
To wipe away all my tears
So what will I do?
If only I knew