Their, he asked me
but my words were so out of reach
not one ever came together
In time again i realized that,
That nigga' stole a piece of me
I put myself in denial always saying
Naw' heeelllll naw not me?
That could nobody take a piece of me!
Especially my heart, wich is more important to me
I sat there once or twice
I just can't believe he never realized,
That his love for me was filling my heart with joy.
I guess i could have told him how cute he was
But "thats not important".
I could of told him i liked the way he talked to me.
But that just never happened.
It was always a part of me tha wanted to know deep inside his heart.
It always was hard to reach, but i didn't ever want to give it up.
I realized i put up a fight, for quite the unique man i had.
But the battle was often worth it.
I hate the way he told me "you wouldn't understand"
But not a chance i got to.
I can admit i judged him by his past.
My friends said "why did you do that."
So yeah i'm apologizing.
I just felt like well why should i get hurt?
But now growing up and looking back, my past and memories is all i have
And of all the boyfriends i ever had, theres
only one that ever stood out. (u)
I never imagined i could feel like this again
And it scares me in some certain ways.
I guess growing up had a lot to do about the way i feel today.
And most of all my friend who past away.
I shouldn't hold things back no more.
So wuzup w/ us once more??
When we were together, it was just about you and me.
**** the bullshit can't you see!!!
I'm as real as it can be.
we'll become one.
And it just won't be for fun.
**** my dogz & **** yo' hoe'z & lez be 2gether once more.
And like that together we'll grow.
If we can trust one onother imagine how this can work.
"Always" ..... Patty...... 9-13-00 thinking of you.
but my words were so out of reach
not one ever came together
In time again i realized that,
That nigga' stole a piece of me
I put myself in denial always saying
Naw' heeelllll naw not me?
That could nobody take a piece of me!
Especially my heart, wich is more important to me
I sat there once or twice
I just can't believe he never realized,
That his love for me was filling my heart with joy.
I guess i could have told him how cute he was
But "thats not important".
I could of told him i liked the way he talked to me.
But that just never happened.
It was always a part of me tha wanted to know deep inside his heart.
It always was hard to reach, but i didn't ever want to give it up.
I realized i put up a fight, for quite the unique man i had.
But the battle was often worth it.
I hate the way he told me "you wouldn't understand"
But not a chance i got to.
I can admit i judged him by his past.
My friends said "why did you do that."
So yeah i'm apologizing.
I just felt like well why should i get hurt?
But now growing up and looking back, my past and memories is all i have
And of all the boyfriends i ever had, theres
only one that ever stood out. (u)
I never imagined i could feel like this again
And it scares me in some certain ways.
I guess growing up had a lot to do about the way i feel today.
And most of all my friend who past away.
I shouldn't hold things back no more.
So wuzup w/ us once more??
When we were together, it was just about you and me.
**** the bullshit can't you see!!!
I'm as real as it can be.
we'll become one.
And it just won't be for fun.
**** my dogz & **** yo' hoe'z & lez be 2gether once more.
And like that together we'll grow.
If we can trust one onother imagine how this can work.
"Always" ..... Patty...... 9-13-00 thinking of you.