Lamatrix
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Hello Mother how are you today?
Has your life been better since you went away?
It’s been 18yrs since I’ve last seen you.
There have been many, many things that I have been thru.
I still wonder what was it that I did to make you leave me
I was only 8 months old, you know, still a baby?
I’ve tried so many times to understand why you did this.
Yet I can’t find any answers and I start to get pissed.
When you first held me in your arms the day I was born,
Did you fall in love the way that mothers do?
Or was I just a mistake that ruined your life too?
I finally met you when I was a teen
You stood there before me just like in a dream.
Funny I always knew I didn’t belong.
I felt it in my bones that something was wrong.
I remember you should me a picture of your new family.
What the hell was that about? How come you never came back for me?
When you and Dad parted ways
You took my brothers and moved far away.
Not even a card on my birthday you sent
Year after year they came and they went.
Growing up wasn’t easy at all you know.
With an imposter who called herself Mother
She raised me with her love, blow after blow.
Imagine if you had stuck around to see
the abuse I endured over the years and still I am me
You would be proud of the way I turned out
I am all grown up, a woman without a doubt.
I have my own children whom I love dearly you see
I would never give them up no matter who or what
They belong with me.
How a mother turns her back on her flesh and blood
is beyond my understanding
I’ll never let mine go. Hell no. No way.
They’re mine do you understand me?
I’ve asked GOD to forgive you for the mistake you made
And to grant me the serenity so that I can not hate.
Mother don’t worry I forgive you for not being there
For not being a mother. For leaving me. For not being there.
I feel sorry for you. Really I do.
I can not be like you. I can not be cruel.
So with this I leave you mother, a thought for the day:
What comes around goes around. Be what it may.
Has your life been better since you went away?
It’s been 18yrs since I’ve last seen you.
There have been many, many things that I have been thru.
I still wonder what was it that I did to make you leave me
I was only 8 months old, you know, still a baby?
I’ve tried so many times to understand why you did this.
Yet I can’t find any answers and I start to get pissed.
When you first held me in your arms the day I was born,
Did you fall in love the way that mothers do?
Or was I just a mistake that ruined your life too?
I finally met you when I was a teen
You stood there before me just like in a dream.
Funny I always knew I didn’t belong.
I felt it in my bones that something was wrong.
I remember you should me a picture of your new family.
What the hell was that about? How come you never came back for me?
When you and Dad parted ways
You took my brothers and moved far away.
Not even a card on my birthday you sent
Year after year they came and they went.
Growing up wasn’t easy at all you know.
With an imposter who called herself Mother
She raised me with her love, blow after blow.
Imagine if you had stuck around to see
the abuse I endured over the years and still I am me
You would be proud of the way I turned out
I am all grown up, a woman without a doubt.
I have my own children whom I love dearly you see
I would never give them up no matter who or what
They belong with me.
How a mother turns her back on her flesh and blood
is beyond my understanding
I’ll never let mine go. Hell no. No way.
They’re mine do you understand me?
I’ve asked GOD to forgive you for the mistake you made
And to grant me the serenity so that I can not hate.
Mother don’t worry I forgive you for not being there
For not being a mother. For leaving me. For not being there.
I feel sorry for you. Really I do.
I can not be like you. I can not be cruel.
So with this I leave you mother, a thought for the day:
What comes around goes around. Be what it may.
