DESTINY0806
New member
Memories of concern
Like opening the wound
I'm picking myself apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
Who's battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one that's confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Cultured my cure
I tightly close the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt so much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again
I'll paint it on the walls
Cause I'm the one that always falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight
Like opening the wound
I'm picking myself apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
Who's battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one that's confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Cultured my cure
I tightly close the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt so much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again
I'll paint it on the walls
Cause I'm the one that always falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight