Sexyangel329
Honorary CF Member
As I wait
Cold wind blows against my windowpanes,
As I feel it graze against my skin.
I yawn in need of sleep,
As I wait for this man,
Whom will never belong to me.
Clock strikes twelve and I can’t deny,
He isn’t coming,
I don’t lay as heavy on his mind.
Turn down the lights,
It’s time for sleep,
Reality just slapped me,
I feel my knee’s get weak,
I speak out ,
But nobody is here,
I speak to the silence,
It always holds me near.
Enveloped by feelings unknown,
I’m drowning in thoughts I can’t control.
I wish he could see inside my soul.
So cold, chills run down my spine,
I’m reminded I have no place,
No says, no why’s.
I wish I could go back in time.
God sing me a lullaby,
So I may sleep tonight.
Invaded by the night,
Will I loose myself,
In these thoughts grabbing a hold of me,
Shaking me to a reality I don’t want to see.
Or will I dwell in my spell,
Dragging me along into a heartbreak of hell.
The shadows they see all the secrecy,
But don’t ask because they won’t speak.
Should I bid the pain goodbye,
Should I let time swallow me up,
As I wait .
Cold wind blows against my windowpanes,
As I feel it graze against my skin.
I yawn in need of sleep,
As I wait for this man,
Whom will never belong to me.
Clock strikes twelve and I can’t deny,
He isn’t coming,
I don’t lay as heavy on his mind.
Turn down the lights,
It’s time for sleep,
Reality just slapped me,
I feel my knee’s get weak,
I speak out ,
But nobody is here,
I speak to the silence,
It always holds me near.
Enveloped by feelings unknown,
I’m drowning in thoughts I can’t control.
I wish he could see inside my soul.
So cold, chills run down my spine,
I’m reminded I have no place,
No says, no why’s.
I wish I could go back in time.
God sing me a lullaby,
So I may sleep tonight.
Invaded by the night,
Will I loose myself,
In these thoughts grabbing a hold of me,
Shaking me to a reality I don’t want to see.
Or will I dwell in my spell,
Dragging me along into a heartbreak of hell.
The shadows they see all the secrecy,
But don’t ask because they won’t speak.
Should I bid the pain goodbye,
Should I let time swallow me up,
As I wait .
