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... are making me depressed!!!!!!!!!

I'm not sure what it is this year.. but I'm just not in a Christmas spirit.. not even a tiny bit. The thought of going xmas shopping is making me sick alone... it's like I just want it to pass.

Every store I go to they play christmas songs... all these christmas decorations all over the city... the pretty lights... the Santa hats...

Is something freaking wrong with me? I used to love the holiday season... would prepare for it... but presents, decorate the tree... help my mom cook for the family or guests...

now it's like.. meh.. i could care less... :crap
 
Cheer up Sxy. Enjoy for what it is. Just look at it as being a blessing that you can still spend another holiday being young, healthy, perhaps more fortunate than others and maybe you'll feel a little better. Come on cheer up and get positive. It's another day of life for you. 😉
 
i usually feel the same way but somehow after being around my son and my friends this past week i have changed my tune.
 
1SxyChica- You know what? Don't feel bad, girl. I totally feel the same way and I was discussing this with my boyfriend the other night 'cus I was feelin' really depressed and I literally had a breakdown- and this is rare.

I usually look forward to this time of the year- but this year I just ain't feelin' it. It's been a ruff year, and I'm trying to deal with a lot of shit, financially and personally.

One thing to keep in mind- it ain't about gifts/presents. It's about the birth of Jesus Christ. Many of us have failed to realize that. Am I going to buy presents? Yeah. But am I going to stress over it? No. Am I going to spoil my Goddaughter? Yes, because it's expected.

I'm looking forward to having the week off and spending it with family and friends. That's what Christmas means to me.
 
1sxychica said:
... are making me depressed!!!!!!!!!

I'm not sure what it is this year.. but I'm just not in a Christmas spirit.. not even a tiny bit. The thought of going xmas shopping is making me sick alone... it's like I just want it to pass.

Every store I go to they play christmas songs... all these christmas decorations all over the city... the pretty lights... the Santa hats...

Is something freaking wrong with me? I used to love the holiday season... would prepare for it... but presents, decorate the tree... help my mom cook for the family or guests...

now it's like.. meh.. i could care less... :crap
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OMG i thought i was the only one :sosad
 
1sxychica said:
... are making me depressed!!!!!!!!!

I'm not sure what it is this year.. but I'm just not in a Christmas spirit.. not even a tiny bit. The thought of going xmas shopping is making me sick alone... it's like I just want it to pass.

Every store I go to they play christmas songs... all these christmas decorations all over the city... the pretty lights... the Santa hats...

Is something freaking wrong with me? I used to love the holiday season... would prepare for it... but presents, decorate the tree... help my mom cook for the family or guests...

now it's like.. meh.. i could care less... :crap
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there with you guys. although my mom is coming to spend Christmas with the boys and me, and like labetty said, I have my health and my family and the boys and NYPRCAN, but everything is so scattered for me right now that I am so not feeling the holidays. But i put on a happy face for the boys, cause they love Christmas. so I walk around like this :bubbles but I feel like this :realsad
 
aww you guys..

I'm trying hard to do this for my family... to put on a smile and pretend I'm excited... but damn...

I just want this year to pass... it's been sooooo rough :sosad... I cant even think of celebrating it after everything that's happened. But I guess I have to try... for other people in my life 🙂

I'm kinda glad to see I wasnt the only one... because seems like everyone around me is soooo excited and they're talking about thedinner parties and after parties and presents and blahhh... yeah... made me feel a whole lot better.. thank you guys. Love you.
 
i know we should be happy that we have our health and all that but it just seems christmas to me just aint the same as it used to be
 
Joe dont forget what happened before.. u fall too hard too soon and then u get hurt.. be careful!

Melly.. i hear you mama.. same here
 
Ed.. too bad..

I'm hoping next year will be better for me...

2003 been marked a black year for me... very negative very dark and painful... thankfully its almost over 🙂
 
see what did i tell ya

so who's the girl?i didnt even have to pinch ya to wake ya up. darn i was looking forward to doin that. j/k. good luck!!
 
JOEDOCPA said:
i was feelin down till sombody came in my life the other nite :shhh she is my presious love. and my :angel
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JOE,BE CAREFUL PAPAS,AND GOODLUCK! I'M WAITING TO HEAR ABOUT THIS ONE! :hearton


VICKY, I FEEL YOU MA, TO TELL THE TRUTH, IF I DIDN'T HAVE MY LOVELY BABIES, I WOULDN'T BE HAVING A CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR, I HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED MY SHOPPING! IT TOOK ALOT TO GET ME IN THE SPIRIT, AND I'M NOT EVEN FEELING IT ALL THE WAY LIKE I USUALLY DO, BUT, FOR MY BABIES, IT'S ALL ABOUT CHRISTMAS SO I PUT ON THAT HAPPY FACE YOU KNOW? CHEER UP MAMAS, IF YOU EVER NEED AN EAR YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME! AND EVENTUALLY, EVERYTHING WORKS ITSELF OUT IN THE END. 😉
 
ATX hunny thanks... I wish I had an inspiration like you do... not that I want babies right now, but you know what I mean...
Plus we're Orthodox not Catholic, this isnt exactly our Christmas, it's on the 7th of January... but still, we always celebrated this one... cause of my sister... and this year even she doesnt really care.
But oh well... I know it will still be fun 🙂
and thanks Joe... I sure hope 04 will be better.. I know it will 😉
 
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