View Single Post
  #1  
Old 01-18-2005, 02:30 AM
sweetheart's Avatar
sweetheart sweetheart is offline
CF Senior Freestyler
 
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: FREESTYLE??? WHAT FREESTYLE???
Age: 37
Posts: 2,588
sweetheart is on a distinguished road
Talking >>> SIMPLEST THINGS IN LIFE <<<

I FEEL LIKE I'M FALLING......
I ASK MYSELF "AM I FALLING"?
OR IS THIS JUST A DREAM------TURNING INTO A NIGHTMARE?
*I'M IN A WHOEL NEW WORLD*
-------- IN THE MIDDLE OF HEAVEN & HELL --------
OR IS IT BEYOND HEAVEN?..........FUTHER DOWN FROM HELL?
I LOOK AROUND* BUT ONLY DARKNESS WELCOMES MY EYES*
TEARS FILL HEAVELY IN MY EYES>>>>THEY FALL AND MAKE A PUDDLE THAT INCLOSES ME<<<<
CHILLS OF FEAR RUN UP AND DOWN MY BACK>>>IT FEELS LIKE A MILLION TINY SPIDERS TRYING TO GET THEIR PREY<<<
THE THOUGHT OF BEING ALONE SUDDENLY ACCURS TO ME
THAT THOUGHT EATS AWAY AT MY SOUL<<<<>>>>>
AT THE SAME TIME IT NAGS AND LAUGHS AT ME.....GIVES ME NO SPACE ------NO ROOM TO BREATHE------WATCHES ME SO CURIOUSLY
ALL MY MISTAKES AND REGRETS COME CRASHING DOWN
RIGHT DOWN ON ME!!!
ONE --- BY --- ONE THE SUFFERCATE ME
I'M BLIND --- I'M COLD ------ I'M LOST ------------ HELP!!!!
ANYONE --- I DON'T CARE WHO ------IT COULD BE MY WORST ENEMY------------ I JUST WANT OUT!!!!!!!!
THE DARKNESS HAS ME TRAPT
MAKING ME FELL BEATEN *-*-* TORN *-*-* LEAVES ME FEELING UGLY AND SCARD
I CURL UP INTO A BALL....TRYING TO MAKE THE BAD DISAPPEAR...BUT THE MORE I TRY....THE MORE IT MOCKS ME
IT RUNS IN A CIRCLE ALL AROUND ME
POKES AT ME --- KICKS AT ME ------ HITS ME NON-STOP.
I ASK MYSELF
"HOW DID I GET HERE"? ~~~ "WHY AM I HERE"? ~~~"DO I DESERVE TO BE HERE"? ~~~ BUT THE BIGGEST QUESTION IS ~~~ "WHERE THE HELL AM I"??? ~~~
AM I ALONE? _-0-_ ALL ALONE? _-0-_
OR IS THERE "SOMETHING">>>HIDING>>>WAITING
READY TO ATTACK AND TAKE OVER MY SOUL?
I MISS MY FREEDOM>>>MISS BEING HAPPY>>>AND ALIVE.
_-_-_ MISS THE SIMPLEST THINGS IN LIVE_-_-_


JAN-17-2005




__________________


SWEETHEART
"TIME ALWAYS KILLS THE PAIN"
(GWEN STEFANI)
Reply With Quote